rants and complaints

im tired.
very tired.
LOL
guess why.
cuz.
i stayed over in school
while juggling NPSU and baracuda.
cuz NPSU had stayover.
THEN baracuda had stayover too.
but i got laptop sales so cannot dun sleep.
so ya.
and sleeping in the office is not really cool.
cuz like yea
my sleeping bag is like getting so thin.
so its kinda no so comfortable anymore.
yea.
so my body is abit aching.
abit only.
and cant really sleep well la.
i mean on the floor all.
so yea.
and sleeping 2,3 hours aint really good for me.
i cannot tahan
will die
actual camp i dunno how sia.
my mama say she wanna buy new sleeping bag.
then i tell her say. dun need sleeping bag la.
buy futon~! =D
if u dunno what a futon is go google it or something
yea...
and sore throat is coming again.
just after throat infection.
tsk
i hope i can keep my voice for FOC.
i have to practice shouting from my tummy.
=]
no more throat screaming.
sure die.
kk. err

oh and about the beatrice always not at delta thingy.
i thought about it.
and came to a conclusion that.
its not always cuz shes with me.
and whenever she is.
its kinda like.
'dun have to really stick to your group' time.
so ya.
and not always with me lor.
i wish ah.
haha
and like
call meetings so suddenly.
of cos will take some time for the members to gather mah..
haiz.
but nvm..

i just know that..
SIGMA LEPAK LEPAK!!
OLE OLE AH AH!!
SIGMA LEPAK LEPAK!!
LEEEEHHHPAK LEEEHHHHPAK!

so cannot use sigma to compare.
cuz we really lepak.
beyond measure.
HAHA
our motto is .
'bonds beyond measure.'
but like become
'lepak beyond measure'
hahaha

ya la.
and like.
people are not what you think they are.
well.
some.
so ya.
=]

so then.
bye~!

will not be posting so much~!
busy busy.
tired tired.
thats why.

err lol

ABOUT the previous post.
i AM still doing this years FOC.
im talking about next time's
hahaha
its just too busy.
yea...

and i havent been posting for the past few days cuz i was away in camp.
trial camp for FOC.
yeaa...

im like dam tired now.
hahaha
=\

so bye!

ehh

sighs.
its final.
no more foc or npsu shit for me.
thank you very much.
and i think now i know why npsu is going down.
or why they are not so popular
i shant disclose it here.

and i dun think it will get any better
woot
good luck
im out.

omg.

i am so sick.
i hope i can recover by trial camp like seriously.
omg

someone save me.

=[

im sick

im sick and i aint liking it.
seems like poly days are different frm school
tsk

pain pain pain.
=[

will be very busy

yea i will due to foc and bb. and camps so on.
so the whole of march.
i will be
almost postless~!
cya~!

bleaaaaaa

JUST when i thought that everything was all fine and happy.
this must happen.
i knew that its a bad thing.
i knew it was going to happen.

but then again...
maybe in too childish.
too sensitive.
yes i think im too sensitive.
no wait not think.
i know im too sensitive.
i get upset.
over small little matters.to normal friends i dun show them.
kinda shitty all but thats me.but at least to you.
sianxxzzxzxxzzxxzxzxzx.i would want to be able to show everything.
small things la really small.
mm.

so next time
im trusting my instincts.
;]

cuz i believe.
my instincts are more logical and accurate then my actual thinking.
so ya.
follow my heart so i can hua hi tio ho.
grrr...

day at the salon!

today darling and i went to dye her hair.
=]
the same colour as mine =D
i can remember the colour code..
so..
to those who want to have the same hair color as beatrice.
dye ur hair.
7/75.
but be4 that u have to bleach ur hair 3 times just in case.
;]
good luck~!
and..
IM SO SORRY DARLING!
I CANT HELP IT HAHAHAHA!!!
=X


HAHAHAHA
IM SO MEAN!
hehe
but i still love you many okay? =]
after dying her hair she went to ahmah's house while i went home
thats when we parted
=[
but nvm
im looking to seeing her soon so ya
its okay!
=D
k then bye~~
=]

whee

sorry dudes!!
havent been updating the past erm dunno how many days cuz..
TOO BUSY<- common excuse.
TOO TIRED<- another common excuse
JUST LAZY<-k not excuse! =D

kk i went gai gai with my darling today..
be4 that had baracuda..
wa long time nv play drums sial.
like
no more feel.
hahaha
boo hoo hoo
=[

kk
anyways.
we went..
orchard
actually wanted to watch movie but timings all too late and stuff so ya.
we tried the erm.. mogu mogu thing at far east.
quite nice la
quite nice.
but abit ex.
=\
and walked to fish and co. at wheelock.
wa
dam long queue
so we skip it. =D
and went back to far east to eat CARL'S JUNIOR.
wa
i tell u
i shouldent have ate that
i think tmr whole day can dun eat liaoxzxxz
=[
yea..
AND AND
IM GETTING TOO ERM.
PROSPEROUS.(FAT)
OMGG
CANNOT
I MUST LOOK MORE.
POOR.(SKINNY)
YA...zzzzzzzzzzz
=[
kk
im gona eat less.
and i know how already
hmph
=]
=]
oh ya

my stomach is getting abit siao nowadays
dunno why
i wonder if other people get things like what i get.
tsk.

list of stuff i wanna do during 7 weeks

7 weeks is a long long time..
yea..
and theres stuff i wanna do.
here goes.

1. Gym
2. Go zoo,bird park,night safari..(lol)
3. SENTOSA!!
4. haha SENTOSA AGAIN!
5. Chalets. =]
6. start practicing glowticking again
7. play bball.
8. baracuda.
9. NPSU(ahem losing interest)
10. MOVIE!.
11. get photoshop to my house com and find templates and brushes to make neoprints(since i already have the photo printer and stuff and sticker paper lying around so why not.)
12. PSP! (actually psp is all the time la but still!)
13. spend time with certain people =D i wun say who hehehe.

i think thats about it.
but surely got sommore one =\
so ya.
=]

EXAMS ARE OVAAA

okay.
heres the skinny.
i think.
im not gonna do as expected.
=[
boohoohoo
but arg
the same mistake will never happen again!
no no

well well
7 weeks hols.

i wanna....

1. go for chalet(s) =]
2. KBOX MAN KBOX OMG.
3. SENTOSA!!!!
4. SENTOSA!!!!(not the beach)
5. movies...(nv watch for erm dam long?)
6. chill out..
7. GYM! im actually quite serious about this now.
8. GO ZOO!
9. AND NIGHT SAFARI!
10. AND BIRD PARK! HAHAHAHA

YEA...
busy busy yo
sighs.
i think im gonna
dress differently to school from now on.
yea.
cuz my mama has been saying like
"eh u everyday wear the same thing. you ddun have other shirts one meh?"
so ya...
have to change abit abit.
=]

AND AND.
i got some PSP games i actually wanted to get.
fun fun~! =D
i like...
=]
and im like waiting for SOMEONE to get a psp too so she can play with me.YES YOU DARLING.
kk.
whee~~
i feel like a big massX9.81 has just been lifted from my shoulders.
shiok.
the feeling on n1=0
hahaha
=\
k then

BYE AND ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO STILL HAVE EXAMS!
=]
JIA YOU~!

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YES!
THATS HOW I FREAKING FEEL RIGHT NOW.
TOMORROW IS KNS AEL PAPER.
AND AEL IS
SO, SO, SO.
FREAKING RETARDED.
TSK.
KNOW WHAT
I KNOW SHIT ABOUT AEL.
EXCEPT THAT IT IS NOT VERY FUN IMHO.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
KK
im gonna go try.
TRY.
only.
to study.
KNS LA AEL SUCKS.
i hope i wun have to do a similar module next yr.
ARG!

and ya.
its not your fault for me not knowing anything bout AEL.
i still wun study even if u din come.
cuz.
AEL SUCKS!
AHHHH

k then.

i got some of the cny pics
i shall spam them here now.




hehe bye

last struggle

i have past 2 of my papers.
those that i were not worried about.
now theres one more.
its called AEL by the way.
erm.
shitty module.
with shitty lecturer.
but nice tut teacher.
but tut is so early in the morn so ya
im always half dead in her classes.
but shes a nice lady
=]]
but still.
yea..
so people
wish me luck.
in my 'revision'
and my exam~!
omg.
i just want to get this over and done with.
AEL should so be the first paper.
tsk

k then
bye bye!

OH GG!!!

WHOOOO!!!!
ERM
I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT
LIKE SERIOUSLY
ORLY?
YARLY. OMG
AHHHH

GG charles.
NO RM!

=[[[[[[

its here

the final test of yr 1.
last exams.
bring it on.
but this time.
i think i need lots of luck.
cuz i aint got tha skillz.
been slackin' too much yo.
so ya.
but still.
B-R-I-N-G I-T O-N mutha fuka.
ugh.
stress la
tsk.

must score must score.
must get into good uni.
MUST MUST MUST.
not if can then can.
is MUST
knskjfnagineaofnasf
UGHH.
what if 3.5 is not good enough.
what if my score is too low to get into the course i really want.
what if other people excel further then i do.
cannot.
i must be the best.
MUST!
not should.
not may
its MUST.
kns la my lust with must.
hahahaha
tsk
lame.

this hunger for victory is so stressful.
i want to play.
i want to slack
i already am.
so.
this desire is driving me mad.
hahahaha.
which is good.
and bad
tsk

kk
kk
kk

AND!!
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY
to my darling~!
i love her so, so much~!
=D

k then bye~!

hi people

HEY HEY HEY~~
ITS ME AGAIN~!
=D
sorry dudesss
past few days too busy/tired to blog.
=D
so yea..
chinese new year mah..
oh ya
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS!~!~!~!~!
hehehehehe
oh oh oh.
shes coming back today
hahahaha
survived 3 days without each other.
hahahaha
well at least there was msn
so it wasnt so bad
yea yea yea.
=D
so so so
wouwouwou
XD XD xD
rat sial
rat year sial.
bad year for horses.
but i think.
as long as we.
erm.
tread lightly and be extra carful can already
=D
so ya~!

happy cny once again~!

will upload pics once i get them
=D

hey tallie its your birthday.

YEA YEA
MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE!
I AM 18 YEARS OLD.
YES IM FREKING LEGAL.

hehehehehehehe.
okay okay
mm
no big party thing whatsoever.
cuz ya.
so.....
thats it.
=]]



and shopping is tiring.
=\

yo peace out~!

(shhh dun comment on this photo)

1ST MONTH!

its 1200 now.
today marks the end of the first month of our neverending relationship.
today also marks the first day of the 2nd month of this fantastic dream.
and so far.
i only have one thing to say to you.
that one thing consist of 3 words.
and they are.
I LOVE YOU.

forever.
and ever.
=]

shoppping

today i went shopping.
with my darling
=]
and spent like.
alot of money.
and bought like.
quite a few stuffs.
so yea...
for cny.
=]
and mummy says.
HOW COME NO SHIRT!!
ALL T SHIRT AND JACKET ONLY.
then i
U NV TELL ME NEED SHIRT MAH.
yea.

and SOMEBODY.
can just go and disappear.
really.
cuz.
yea.
ur doing no good to this world.
and to me.
so ya.
disappear.
but dun come back.
=D

grah~!!
=]]

=D

happy happy happy~~
=D
yesterday..
the 5 came over for steamboat~!
=]
but be4 that.
er.
made me wait for like 1 and a half hours.
which is so fun.
really.
=.=

yea yea
they came over..
=]
erm
spent lots of time steamboating
=D
then went crazy on ice cream.
and photos.
i think having a camera rocks.
=]]
PHOTO SPAM!!!

MY FAV PHOTO OF THE NIGHT!

I LIKE THIS TOO =]

siongs leg, huiting, sarah, jer and i =]

haha we took 3 of this exact photo haha

=]

AND TODAY!
had my early bdae hotplate thing.
cuz the weather was bad for bbq.
so we just had a hotplate thing.
yeap.
fun fun fun.
and first time seeing my darling high.
HAHAHA!
orh hor.... but i still love you~!
but at least i meant it when i said u can only get high infront of me right.
=]
so yea..
had fun fun fun
lots of it.
kinda caught up wif the other barker dudes =]
and apple strudel rocks.
i love it so much.
it makes me fat so much.
but i dun care i love it so much
=D
BIG THANK YOU TO ALL. =]
lovess~~~ =D
graaahhh~!!!
=]
i love the times i spent with you.
every minute, every second.
good or bad.
happy or sad.
i still love them alot.
because they are all happy moments.
because i love you.
and that makes all bad , good.
i love you~