bleaaaaaa

JUST when i thought that everything was all fine and happy.
this must happen.
i knew that its a bad thing.
i knew it was going to happen.

but then again...
maybe in too childish.
too sensitive.
yes i think im too sensitive.
no wait not think.
i know im too sensitive.
i get upset.
over small little matters.to normal friends i dun show them.
kinda shitty all but thats me.but at least to you.
sianxxzzxzxxzzxxzxzxzx.i would want to be able to show everything.
small things la really small.
mm.

so next time
im trusting my instincts.
;]

cuz i believe.
my instincts are more logical and accurate then my actual thinking.
so ya.
follow my heart so i can hua hi tio ho.
grrr...

day at the salon!

today darling and i went to dye her hair.
=]
the same colour as mine =D
i can remember the colour code..
so..
to those who want to have the same hair color as beatrice.
dye ur hair.
7/75.
but be4 that u have to bleach ur hair 3 times just in case.
;]
good luck~!
and..
IM SO SORRY DARLING!
I CANT HELP IT HAHAHAHA!!!
=X


HAHAHAHA
IM SO MEAN!
hehe
but i still love you many okay? =]
after dying her hair she went to ahmah's house while i went home
thats when we parted
=[
but nvm
im looking to seeing her soon so ya
its okay!
=D
k then bye~~
=]

whee

sorry dudes!!
havent been updating the past erm dunno how many days cuz..
TOO BUSY<- common excuse.
TOO TIRED<- another common excuse
JUST LAZY<-k not excuse! =D

kk i went gai gai with my darling today..
be4 that had baracuda..
wa long time nv play drums sial.
like
no more feel.
hahaha
boo hoo hoo
=[

kk
anyways.
we went..
orchard
actually wanted to watch movie but timings all too late and stuff so ya.
we tried the erm.. mogu mogu thing at far east.
quite nice la
quite nice.
but abit ex.
=\
and walked to fish and co. at wheelock.
wa
dam long queue
so we skip it. =D
and went back to far east to eat CARL'S JUNIOR.
wa
i tell u
i shouldent have ate that
i think tmr whole day can dun eat liaoxzxxz
=[
yea..
AND AND
IM GETTING TOO ERM.
PROSPEROUS.(FAT)
OMGG
CANNOT
I MUST LOOK MORE.
POOR.(SKINNY)
YA...zzzzzzzzzzz
=[
kk
im gona eat less.
and i know how already
hmph
=]
=]
oh ya

my stomach is getting abit siao nowadays
dunno why
i wonder if other people get things like what i get.
tsk.

list of stuff i wanna do during 7 weeks

7 weeks is a long long time..
yea..
and theres stuff i wanna do.
here goes.

1. Gym
2. Go zoo,bird park,night safari..(lol)
3. SENTOSA!!
4. haha SENTOSA AGAIN!
5. Chalets. =]
6. start practicing glowticking again
7. play bball.
8. baracuda.
9. NPSU(ahem losing interest)
10. MOVIE!.
11. get photoshop to my house com and find templates and brushes to make neoprints(since i already have the photo printer and stuff and sticker paper lying around so why not.)
12. PSP! (actually psp is all the time la but still!)
13. spend time with certain people =D i wun say who hehehe.

i think thats about it.
but surely got sommore one =\
so ya.
=]

EXAMS ARE OVAAA

okay.
heres the skinny.
i think.
im not gonna do as expected.
=[
boohoohoo
but arg
the same mistake will never happen again!
no no

well well
7 weeks hols.

i wanna....

1. go for chalet(s) =]
2. KBOX MAN KBOX OMG.
3. SENTOSA!!!!
4. SENTOSA!!!!(not the beach)
5. movies...(nv watch for erm dam long?)
6. chill out..
7. GYM! im actually quite serious about this now.
8. GO ZOO!
9. AND NIGHT SAFARI!
10. AND BIRD PARK! HAHAHAHA

YEA...
busy busy yo
sighs.
i think im gonna
dress differently to school from now on.
yea.
cuz my mama has been saying like
"eh u everyday wear the same thing. you ddun have other shirts one meh?"
so ya...
have to change abit abit.
=]

AND AND.
i got some PSP games i actually wanted to get.
fun fun~! =D
i like...
=]
and im like waiting for SOMEONE to get a psp too so she can play with me.YES YOU DARLING.
kk.
whee~~
i feel like a big massX9.81 has just been lifted from my shoulders.
shiok.
the feeling on n1=0
hahaha
=\
k then

BYE AND ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO STILL HAVE EXAMS!
=]
JIA YOU~!

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YES!
THATS HOW I FREAKING FEEL RIGHT NOW.
TOMORROW IS KNS AEL PAPER.
AND AEL IS
SO, SO, SO.
FREAKING RETARDED.
TSK.
KNOW WHAT
I KNOW SHIT ABOUT AEL.
EXCEPT THAT IT IS NOT VERY FUN IMHO.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
KK
im gonna go try.
TRY.
only.
to study.
KNS LA AEL SUCKS.
i hope i wun have to do a similar module next yr.
ARG!

and ya.
its not your fault for me not knowing anything bout AEL.
i still wun study even if u din come.
cuz.
AEL SUCKS!
AHHHH

k then.

i got some of the cny pics
i shall spam them here now.




hehe bye

last struggle

i have past 2 of my papers.
those that i were not worried about.
now theres one more.
its called AEL by the way.
erm.
shitty module.
with shitty lecturer.
but nice tut teacher.
but tut is so early in the morn so ya
im always half dead in her classes.
but shes a nice lady
=]]
but still.
yea..
so people
wish me luck.
in my 'revision'
and my exam~!
omg.
i just want to get this over and done with.
AEL should so be the first paper.
tsk

k then
bye bye!

OH GG!!!

WHOOOO!!!!
ERM
I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT
LIKE SERIOUSLY
ORLY?
YARLY. OMG
AHHHH

GG charles.
NO RM!

=[[[[[[

its here

the final test of yr 1.
last exams.
bring it on.
but this time.
i think i need lots of luck.
cuz i aint got tha skillz.
been slackin' too much yo.
so ya.
but still.
B-R-I-N-G I-T O-N mutha fuka.
ugh.
stress la
tsk.

must score must score.
must get into good uni.
MUST MUST MUST.
not if can then can.
is MUST
knskjfnagineaofnasf
UGHH.
what if 3.5 is not good enough.
what if my score is too low to get into the course i really want.
what if other people excel further then i do.
cannot.
i must be the best.
MUST!
not should.
not may
its MUST.
kns la my lust with must.
hahahaha
tsk
lame.

this hunger for victory is so stressful.
i want to play.
i want to slack
i already am.
so.
this desire is driving me mad.
hahahaha.
which is good.
and bad
tsk

kk
kk
kk

AND!!
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY
to my darling~!
i love her so, so much~!
=D

k then bye~!

hi people

HEY HEY HEY~~
ITS ME AGAIN~!
=D
sorry dudesss
past few days too busy/tired to blog.
=D
so yea..
chinese new year mah..
oh ya
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS!~!~!~!~!
hehehehehe
oh oh oh.
shes coming back today
hahahaha
survived 3 days without each other.
hahahaha
well at least there was msn
so it wasnt so bad
yea yea yea.
=D
so so so
wouwouwou
XD XD xD
rat sial
rat year sial.
bad year for horses.
but i think.
as long as we.
erm.
tread lightly and be extra carful can already
=D
so ya~!

happy cny once again~!

will upload pics once i get them
=D

hey tallie its your birthday.

YEA YEA
MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE!
I AM 18 YEARS OLD.
YES IM FREKING LEGAL.

hehehehehehehe.
okay okay
mm
no big party thing whatsoever.
cuz ya.
so.....
thats it.
=]]



and shopping is tiring.
=\

yo peace out~!

(shhh dun comment on this photo)

1ST MONTH!

its 1200 now.
today marks the end of the first month of our neverending relationship.
today also marks the first day of the 2nd month of this fantastic dream.
and so far.
i only have one thing to say to you.
that one thing consist of 3 words.
and they are.
I LOVE YOU.

forever.
and ever.
=]

shoppping

today i went shopping.
with my darling
=]
and spent like.
alot of money.
and bought like.
quite a few stuffs.
so yea...
for cny.
=]
and mummy says.
HOW COME NO SHIRT!!
ALL T SHIRT AND JACKET ONLY.
then i
U NV TELL ME NEED SHIRT MAH.
yea.

and SOMEBODY.
can just go and disappear.
really.
cuz.
yea.
ur doing no good to this world.
and to me.
so ya.
disappear.
but dun come back.
=D

grah~!!
=]]

=D

happy happy happy~~
=D
yesterday..
the 5 came over for steamboat~!
=]
but be4 that.
er.
made me wait for like 1 and a half hours.
which is so fun.
really.
=.=

yea yea
they came over..
=]
erm
spent lots of time steamboating
=D
then went crazy on ice cream.
and photos.
i think having a camera rocks.
=]]
PHOTO SPAM!!!

MY FAV PHOTO OF THE NIGHT!

I LIKE THIS TOO =]

siongs leg, huiting, sarah, jer and i =]

haha we took 3 of this exact photo haha

=]

AND TODAY!
had my early bdae hotplate thing.
cuz the weather was bad for bbq.
so we just had a hotplate thing.
yeap.
fun fun fun.
and first time seeing my darling high.
HAHAHA!
orh hor.... but i still love you~!
but at least i meant it when i said u can only get high infront of me right.
=]
so yea..
had fun fun fun
lots of it.
kinda caught up wif the other barker dudes =]
and apple strudel rocks.
i love it so much.
it makes me fat so much.
but i dun care i love it so much
=D
BIG THANK YOU TO ALL. =]
lovess~~~ =D
graaahhh~!!!
=]
i love the times i spent with you.
every minute, every second.
good or bad.
happy or sad.
i still love them alot.
because they are all happy moments.
because i love you.
and that makes all bad , good.
i love you~

what what what

WHAT CHERRIES WHAT CHERRIES OMG OMG!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
nvm i'll know soon.
OMG OMG OMG OMG
GGGRRRAAAAHHHHH
=\

hahahahahahaha

spent the whole day while i was awake.
with my darling cuz she came over to visit the supposedly injured me.
well.
my foot still hurts
abit.
but i think it will recover in a few days time.
=]
or maybe i have to force it first.
i think i will.
=D

alright! =]

over

the little struggle for both of us is over.
=]
i think
well at least on my part.
i've stopped emoing..
and learn new things
so yea.
many loves~! =D

its so difficult

yea it is.
SOMETIMES.

maybe.. just maybe..
this is just a fairytale.
too good to be true.
well at least.
too good in my mind.
i gotta be . to think that those type of people actually exsisted.
so yea..
maybe they do.
just maybe.

ITS QUITE HARD.

i love you..
i really want to.
but sometimes.
its just so difficult.
and i wonder if u really love me back.
even tho you say it soooo many many many times.
im starting if u even meant it once.

SOMETIMES ONLY.

or maybe my mood now is just not good.
well.
lets hope thats the case.
you say ur sticky.
well.
im not sticky i think.
but im dammmmm selfish.
but i cant stop you.
and control EVERYTHING you do.
so i just have to take it.
and tahan.

YA LIKE THAT.





BYE.

ARRRGGG

somebody.....
pleaseeeeee
saveee mee....!!!
immm gonaaa die....
i need 2 things now.
they both start with 'S'
i need them cuz i have a strong feeling.
a strong sensation.
that i need to relief
they are...
Sleep.
and.
Study.

cuz im feeling..
Sleepy.
and.
STRESSED.
ZOMG.

die die die.
kk

chiong already.
ju-on can scare me after my exams.
exams more scary.
=[

bb.

bleagh

im in space@ 72.
with my darling =]
heheheheeeee
wheee~!!!

ahem ahem

OKAY SORRY FOR NOT POSTING YESTERDAY CAUSE I WAS OUT
THAT WHOLE DAY.
THANK YOU.
FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.
yes you darling! hahahaha loves~
hahahaha
okay okay
omg its 1 am and i haven sleep
omg.
die.
later reach sch 9 am again.
-.-

anyways.
saturday was TBD 2~!
sentosa~!!
fun fun fun fun fun hahaha.
well..
overall it was fun =]
playing in the water..
the games..
=]
meeting people i havent seen in a LLLOOONNNGGGG time.
=]
esp my eldest darling~
=D

after sentosa went to darling's house for her to bathe..
=]
her house so cosy la
hahaha
and its not messy at all.
how can that be messy please.
=]

then went to pretty lil princess HUITING lovechild's
18'th bdae bbq thing~!
AT PASIR RIS PARK AREA 1 PIT 4!
nice place =]
will be even nicer if we had a chalet.
but naw.
so its just nice.
hahaha

ermm..
then they all had to go home.
but they can la
live near each other can take cab.
WHILST I.
HAD NO ONE TO TAKE CAB WITH.
cuz SOMEBODY.
SAY TAKE CAB WIF ME ONE.
THEN...
sigh nvm.
like that.
fren la.
fren.
leaving me with her at the park.
with no way to go home.
LUCKILY.
my bro coming back frm thailand.
so his flight 2+.
so my dad came to pick me up.
LUCKY ME LA.
hmph~!
and and.
i spent some of the greatest time together wif my one and only.
waaa.. the stars very nice~~
=]
haha.. darling~!
i love the smell of your perfume!
i love the way you talk to me.
i love the way you always give in.
except for werewolves.
i love the way u scream when i try to carry you.
i love the way u lie on my shoulder.
but most importantly.
i love you.
and only you =]
then the time for me to leave came.
abit too soon.
but nvm
all good things must come to an end..
soo sadd.
aww...
then i went terminal 3 to wait for bro.
then ya
TERMINAL 3 IS DAM NICE.
ahem okay.
=]

kk
enough about sat.
now sun.
HAHA!!
lets see...
woke up at like what
230.
when im supposed to go sch at 3.
but nvm.
cuz in the end like.
start also start like 4
so ya.

then prac prac prac..
then went for perf.
perf at 850.
we reach at 6+
-.-
then got soooo much time.
i went to meet darling~
she happened to be at cine.
and youthpark is just beside.
=]
so we went to eat~
burger king.
=]

on another note.
im dam fat.
omg
lose weight la charles.
no wait not lose weight.
its lose FAT.
tsk

kk
back to point.
yea.
i think perf was fine.
well at least the bass part.
bass rawks~!
wohooo!
=]
well..
at least the current one.
=]

kk
then slack slack slack.
till the bus came..
=]
then i had to leave darling..
=[

the winner for the dance competition thing is dam good la.
zomg.
dope dope
hahahaha
then went back to school.
play soccer.
and done alot of stupid stuff im not gona say online.
=D
then home!!

waa..
at last
this blog post is over.
omg.

u guys cannot guess how long i took to type all this shit.
omg.

hahaha

and a pic.~!