Monday, August 17, 2009

Sometimes...

i feel quite lonely..
=[
must be the manga im reading now.

it makes life and relationships look so sweet and good..
which is so hard to find..
argues only last a few minutes.
things they do are so sweet..
haha

well
maybe im just getting despo.

zomg.
and i just learnt today that one of my friends has a gf~!
grats.
altho they've been tgt for quite some time alr

and surprisingly. many people still think im attached. haha

i used to think that having a gf means being tied down.
but the feeling on loneliness is worse than that.


well well.
emo section over~!

time to move on to boring 'what i did these past few days' part.

IAP ended on the 14th.

final presentations are on the 19th.
i hope hope pray hope pray my laptop doesnt faint or anything again.
and i found out the cause for the time when it died for awhile.
the ram i bought at school came loose and the system went crazy.
so becareful people when u buy RAMs unauthorized by the manufacturer.

ndp ended, so did IAP.
i got lots of free time now.
gotta get used to it.
hahaha


Main characters in these kinda mangas are soooo lucky.
hahahahaha

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Im okay already =]

yay im fine and well now.
at least for now..

=]

but many people are getting sick/ are sick.

get well soon too kay~!

but i do still have abit of runny nose but thats all right.



a few more days to the presentations at DSI and then after that and 2 more days then thats the end of attachment~!! hahaha


AND TOMORROW IS NDP
at lasty last
hahaha
then after that saturdays are all FREE~~~ whee
haha
can sleep later abit..
can go do what i wanna do...
yaayy
haha


but i think i'll miss playing with them.. but theres still chingay i think
=]]
good good

and these days i feel soo sooooo soooooo tired. =\
zomgzxxzxz

oh oh and im using dual monitors for my laptop hahahaha
look so high tech sci-fi movieish.

but like pointless ah
maybe it needs some getting used to.
good good.

Monday, August 3, 2009

charles is still sick

=[
runny nose, cough, sneezing.
thats so h1n1
hahaha

had fever up till yesterday

but its all cool now

im blogging from work ah

today so lucky can get into the office so early
just nice i reach right after a staff opened the door.
yes.

=]

so now im sitting in the office. with a runny nose.
and i havent done my weekly report for last week.
i shall do it after im done with this post.


i had a nightmare the whole of last night.
it was bad.
till i actually woke up halfway
haha

its like this...

It was a dark stormy night when C saw a truck parked beneath an arc bridge. He saw a lady dressed in a blue dress standing next to the truck, doing nothing but stare. C went over to that lady, asking what happened to her. She looked at C with a face so pale as though she saw a ghost, asking, "Have you ever seen a man's insides wrapped around the main shaft of a truck?". Shocked at what she asked, C then went and kneeled on the floor to look under the truck to see the main shaft. And there it was, bloody red mess throughout the length of the shaft driven by the truck's engine, as though the shaft was made with flesh, with the blood slowly being washed away by the falling rain. The what used to be a man was so unrecognizable, anyone wouldnt know that it was a man in the first place, there was no clothes, no shoes, nothing to show that that was a man that was there.. However, there was a lump of meat which looked like it used to be the man's heart.. It was still beating, with every beat squirting more blood into its surroundings.

When C got up again, he asked the lady how did the man end up there? She said,"He just sank through the driver's seat and the next thing i know, the engine stalled, so i got out, and saw this.". A figure then appeared in the distance, a man, who looked like he was walking towards us. When he got closer, C could tell that he was also wearing a blue outfit.. The man was always looking down. He kept walking, slowly, untill he reached C's side, then he said,"The people here has always been dressed in blue, untill now. A person dressed in red has shown up, since then, things like this have been happening throughout the town, makeing this place red, blood. red.". Just as he finished his last word, he looked into C's eyes, and the moment C saw the blue man's eyes, the face of the red man flashed in his mind.. He woke up.

"Haha it was just a nightmare", he thought to himself. So, C went back to sleep, as though nothing happened.. When C got back to sleep.. The nightmare continues...

C looked around, trying to figure out where he was. It appears to be a building that toppled on its side, lying in a desert with nothing in sight.. He looked up at the top of the toppled building, with its steel frame sticking out, C saw a man, dressed in red. Time was slowed as the man in red turned his head towards C, and eventually came to a stop just before the red man saw C. It stayed like that, no movement, no sound, nothing.

-END-

thats it. haha

i always get nightmares when im sick. sibeh sian haha

k then, i hope i dun get part 2 tonight. =[