haha REVIVE DEAD BLOG!

MUAHAHAHA!!!

*earth rumbles mountians collapse*
*sea rages and stuff like that*

sky turns red.. sun dissappears..
air turns foggy.. place becomes darker..

ahh u get what i mean..

ahem.

for all those who dont know yet i have one thing to say.
im single.
yes its true.
=\

k thats that..

ALL THE BEST FOR THE COMMON TESTS~!
im here like.. being complacent all
not studying..
listening to loud music while i do my past common test papers..
lol
like

im headbanging how the hell can i see what im writing.
but i still write anyways
i am. as usual. comsuming more than average amounts of sugar.
cuz 'L' said its food for the brain.
so did my sec sch home econs teacher.
lol
and ya.
i hope i do well
but the effort im putting in now aint really that convincing.
but heck.
i did it last time why cant i do it again..

*a view into the future*
crap i failed my common tests. lol..

*back to present*
hahahaha
NAAAHHH wont happen!!
hahahahaha

*im so dead. lol

and so im here blogging instead of doing my revision and eating green tea ice cream with red beans on it.
shiok ah.

study study study. ;]

k la

for all the people out there studying their ass of for the common tests.
ALL THE BEST~!

and for the people who dont have common tests..
gd luck to u ur future is going to be aww =[
nah just kidding..
cuz the people ur fighting for your job with dont have common tests too~!!
so ya lol.

all the best!
bye bye.

bad times bad times

first off.
i would wish to announce that.
my dearest psp has been stolen.
and i shall grieve over it.
that alone is enough to spoil my days.

but also.
school work is piling up.
like omg.
when were there soooo much things to do.
and like.
i think i have to use up all my chakra by overusing my sharingan. lol
maybe i have to open my bankai.

lol
k whatever haha

with new titles for the psp coming out.
i have to get mine stolen.
why mine.
sigh.
made police report.
but after the first day...
i never did get a call back from the officer.
i wonder if he closed the case..

not getting enough sleep..
face is getting horrible.
horrible, terrible,vegetable,timetable
haha
that was so stylo milo my asshole
hahaha
sigh



goodbye old friend..

lol i almost teared looking at the picture.

NEWS!!

GOOD NEWS!!

I finally have a steady internet connection in my room.

OMsuofasbngouiadbfouasndbasiofnoG!

yay.

kk

wait ah..
i show u something ah..
wait..





waaa...

cool anot hahahaha

k no more

bye bye

;]

mood

tell you something..
i have no mood to blog.

haha
but im here anyways~!

yea stuff happened..
and things was brought back to square one lol

so dumb ah

theres totally no connection between us ah

u want ur way..
i want my way..
then clash.

then =\

ahh nvm anyways

im trying to lose weight LOL!

but on todays How its made..

makes it abit harder haha~!


How It's Made - Potato Chips - More amazing video clips are a click away

EH i tell you ah.

TODAY.

Beatrice is supposed to meet me at 1130 am ah....

THEN AH....
guess what.

shes with me now.
like just.
and

guess the time now ah...
its ah....

drdrdrrdrdrrrrrr...
4 ZOMFG PM!!! WOOHOOO!!!

which makes it...

drdrdrdrdrrrrr....
4 AN A HALF HOURS~!!!

tralala~~!~!!!

shiok ah...
waaaa

Eh.

Why like that.

So many pattern.

sigh..

Nvm
need to wait only.
wait only.
then see what happening.

crazy sia.
pattern more than batminton.

O.O

DEAD BLOG ALERT DEAD BLOG ALERT

hahahahaha

past few days have been

err

i cannot really think now..

but i feel monotonous

so ya

beeeeeeeeeepppppppppp

--------------------------------------------

yay

bye bye

and here's an episode of how its made LOL!

No more cry

lol
this post makes the last one look so ironic..

whats past is past..

look to the future.

its much brighter.

its all become was were used to.

majulah charles

lol

YAY!!

SMILE BEATRICE~!

I LOVES YOU!!

HAHAHA

=D

TAGGED BY BEATRICE!

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

u need explanation u stupid.

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

HEAVEN OF VENDING MACHINES!! JAPAN!!

3. Your favourite place:

BED!
would be nice if mine had a topless sexy looking girl on it =

4. Your favourite food:

JAPANESE CURRY RICE

5. Your favourite animal:

Griffin~
too bad they dun exsist
i think

6. Your favourite colour:

I like this type of blue..
but just abit not too much too much will headach.

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

SUNGLASSES!!
but are they counted?
hmm
dunno

8. Your favourite song:

Chin - Hey beautiful
GO YOUTUBE IT.
NOW.

its like my CURRENT fav la.

9. Your favourite TV show:

How its made. in discovery channel
its very interesting.
they cover things from..
trumpets to..
fries to..
lightblubs to..
condoms.

=x

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

BEATRICE~!
altho..
its not my gf in the picture...
but ya
i got this.
the rest all zomg.
cmi like crazy.

11. The town which you live in:

Bukit Panjang~!
BPP FTW!

12. your screen name/nickname:

ORANGESODA!
hahaha

13. Your first job:

banquet waiter.
but
erm it was only once.

14. Your dream job:

internationally renown dj~!
like that guy
Armin van Buuren
But i most prob cannot handle the pressure

15. A bad habit you have:

AHHH ZOMG!!
hahaha
i think u all can guess.

16. Your worst fear:

i searched death.
but omg.
the pictures.
freaking
if i put them here
i'll never open my blog again

17. The one thing you would like to do before you die:

FAST AND FURIOUS
DRIFT DRIFT DRIFT~!
=D

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

searched:property investment.
but this pic is nice too.

HAH!

DIE SOM DIEEEEEE
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I PWNED UR SORRY SOM ASS BITCH.
MUAHAHAHA

k la see results first..
not really confident.
sianzxxzxzzxzxzxzx
i srsly think this sem bb already...
like srsly.
need to buck ups
like srsly..

AIIYA.
AFTER HOLS THEN SAY LA THAT ONE
RIGHT NOW~!!!

DIE SOM!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

FM NEXT...
NVM

try my best.

TO DRAG ITS SORRY ASS OUTTA MY LIFE MUAHAHAHA

kk

yay

oh ya and to the people to tag my tag board..

i still do read the tags many many time even tho i dun reply
hahaha!!!
i shall start replying next time.
when my blog comes alive again..
hmm when will that be
hahaha

okaiess

yay


2 more days to hols~!

EXAMS

ARE

SI

BEH

SIAN








haha
just found out today that my exams are on mon and wed.
i always thought it was mon and fri.

so.
so..
SO..
that means
i have 2 days less to study
LOL

crap

SI LIAO!
super.
super duper.
supercalifragilisticexpielidoucious.

waaaa
waaahhhh
crazy shitxzzxzxzx

kk

go study

SIANZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX

Sorry

for telling you too many things at a time..

trying to get you to do things that you dont want to.

and making you feel bad.

and trying to change you..

sorry.......

my life recently.

I am not feeling so good.
mentally.

I think.. i have to do one thing.
to go on an adventure to find myself again.
like.
i think I've lost myself in a very big and messy dimension.
filled with dangerous monsters and all.
i think i used to be strong and able to finish off those monsters without any troubles.
but now its different.
i became so very weak.
very very weak.
I've lost the fighting spirit.
BUT.
im gona fight to get it back.
ironic huh.
using fighting spirit to get back the same thing.
that i dun have.

my body.
doesnt listen to my mind anymore.
it has become a lazy piece of lazy.
and many unhappy things have happened because of that.

and again i shall say. it has nothing to do with my gf.
so ya you.
dun think too much.

im guessing the solution for getting myself back is isolation.
i have to have time with myself.
and travel deep into my inner mind.
to get back the me which i want to be.

charles.
dun die.
not yet.
you cant.

even if you want to.

you'll have to finish everything you've started.
and you.
started your life.
so to bad
gotta finish it.

and stop being a noob.

maybe.
its best to drown myself with work and music.
i feel the best way to connect with myself is thru music.

not just listening tho.
doing what i do.
some knows some dont.
so ya.

=\

siao liao
hahaha
bye bye

SIGHS

My life recently has been 2 words..

'fucked up'

no its not about gf if you are thinking about that
its about me.

freaking waking up late everyday missing classes.
thats fucked up.

going home so late and still duwan go sleep.
thats fucked up too.

so many un finished tutorials and assignments.
thats even more fucked up.

and the best thing
i cannot bring myself back to the old me.
maybe i havent been trying hard enough.
and well thats fucked up too.

gosh.
i need to buck up
not fuck up.
anymore

JAPAN!!

hey guys i know this is a very late post about my trip to japan BUT...

better than nothing right...

kk

according to my pictures...

day 1...

was wake up and sit on airplane day~~
she came to send me off in the morning..
apparently she never sleep..

so ya...

had noodles be4 boarding the plane..

sitting on the plane was sooooooooooooooooooo boring..
and cram..
zomg

so shitty.

and the smell.
dun like..
and the food.
my gosh.
as usual like airplane food la

dun like..

then...

reach already...
YAY~~ hahaha
reach at like 3 plus...
then the first place we went is..
shopping center =D
hahahahaha!!!!!
to eat dinner yo.
haha
erm..
i decided on japanese junk food while daddy brought sis to a restaurant.
went to the supermarket to buy stuff...
and head to the hotel already..

the hotel was like.
okay lor.
nothing special.

haha

DAY 2!!

lol.

day 2 go disney land already lol.
disney land like disneyland lor..
its for kids lol

erm..
not much thrill rides..
lots of kids stuff..
i mean its disneyland..
but ya its nice..
=]
2nd time there.
rode on some stuff i missed out the last time i went..
yay here yay there
hahaha
dam ex tho.

after half a day at disneyland..
we went to...
another shopping center thing with a toyota showroom.
dunno why go there also.
lol
i walked around the toyota showroom with my aunt sis and cousin..
then went to the nearby arcade to play lol

fact:
I played arcade almost everyday while i was there..
i think only first and last day nv play..


after playing arcade and having my 2nd crepe there..
it was dam shiok.
hahaha..
we went to dinner~!
umm
eat..
pork cutlet rice.
=]
its dam nice..
but..
eat too much throat will die.
but i drank alot of water so its fine.
=]

k la its dam late now.
i think i'll continue some other time.
and pictures too.
internet dam slow ah dunno whats happening
irritating..





K im gonna continue this since i left it here for so long and i want to blog about other things but i have to like blog this first so i shall jst spam pictures for your viewing pleasure

HEY PEOPLE!!

K!.

i'll be away from 8th june to 14 june.

IN JAPAN YO~!

kk

but anyways..

to those who will miss me...

i may not be physically here.

but my heart will always be with you.

=]

so....

i will always be cheering you on.

=D






ON ANOTHER NOTE

umm..

ya.

BUSY BUSY DAM IT~!
ARGGG

k la

bye bye..

SWEET SWEET

BEATRICE IS LAUGHING AT ME CUZ I TYPED SWEET AS SWWET
ITS A TYPO!
=.=

but she says its not a typo.
ah whatever makes her happy..
ya k

thats it.

wait nooo
she complaining i very long nv write already.
and is faking cry beside me
and she faking even more when she read the last line.
now she faking tears.
and faking banging head on table.
and sniffing.
fake one tho
hahahahhaha
awww so cute.

1 time cute.
2 times cute
3 times okay quite cute.
4 times err cute?
5 times omg so irritating.
then after that wa.
abit overdose ah

and shes laughing.
tsk

shes reading her “我的爱情魔药”

well
it took me while to type that.
so it justs means...
english ftw
and she strongly disagrees. =]]
she says english ftw ftw +=D
HAHAHAHA

!@#$%^&&^%$#@!!!!!
shes pissed. =D

no la she faking one HAHAHA

xP i just like bullying her.

she loves to be bullied by me XD
in more ways than 1
oh wells she doesnt know what i mean. -rolls eyes-

my gosh this post is taking so long to do.
k la thats it la
shes reading her book so i can end this now!!!

GO CHARLES!!

WOOO


k bye bye


side not to queen if she even reads my blog..

QUIT SMOKING!!! =D
jia you i'll always support you!!
=D

yay~!

HEY! im here again.
man..
i haven been blogging at all la zomg.
ZOMG.

and and school is not really fun anymore.
seems like once u enter 2nd yr u'll feel like some..
old dude.
which has no drive to do anything.
LOL

kk anyways
nowadays ah
i thought after the first week of sch then perf's would be lesser.
but nooo.
lol
still got so many.
@.@

but anyways..

studies has been crap
yea
i feel like
i no mood to study ah
dunno why.
but its not good
i lost the drive to study
maybe cuz they took away director's list.
which is soo encouraging
=[

errr
yea..
sadded.

=[

k then

bye byes.

HEYY

HAHAHAHA IM A SUPER LAZY BLOGGER!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
kk anyways im here for a super short post as i already said i super lazy..
SOOO

kk
i need a hair cut.

k anyways..
busy busy
ya
er
means

baracuda.
sch work

OMG LA SCH WORK GETTING CRAZY
I TELL YOU
CRAZZZYYYY

UGHH

this sem die already
confirm one
UGH
kk


ya

NO MORE~!

quite dumb ah this post

just to tell u that this blog is still okay..

i haven forgot the pass word..

so ya

YAY~!!


=DD

bye bye

errr

i just came back from an overnight stay in the su office
yea.
quite boring and all.
but yea get to spend a night with her.
even tho i conclude that its not worth it anymore.
lol
CAUSE
the office is not the most comfortable place around.
and
when she went to bathe..
at the student plaza there.
i waited for her la
since HMS camp was going on and there were many girls in the girl's toilet.
i cant possibly wait inside..
so..
i waited outside.
and sat along the blue railings.
and guess what happened.
a security guard came along.
and kinda like shouted at me
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE BY SITTING ON THE RAILING AT NIGHT!??!
then i replied.
oh err i waiting for my friend in the toilet.
then he keep quiet.
so i just went down la.
tsk
then he ask me if im a np student.
then he book me.
took down my name n student no.
wtf la
sit on railing also kena.
wtf.
then when she came out of the toilet.
i told her my story
and she got dam pissed.
then she went straight to the security booth.
but no one there except for this chinese security guard.
guessing from the way he talks maybe hes the in charge.
then we asked him if sitting on the railing was an offence.
he said no.
then Why The Fuck the mother fucking guy book me.
wtf
CB too free isst.
too free go alazhar buy kopi or teh drink la cb
wtf
diao diao sommore.
then when he wanna take down my name and stuff.
he go toilet there cuz got light.
then when he write finish
i stood at the wall there.
he went in the toilet looking for more ppl to kpkb.
then when he come out.
DIAO DIAO sommore.
cb
kns like he wanna fight like that.
but no..
dun wanna touch him
later my hands dirty.
fck man.
lol
waa dam pissed.
maybe if he actually told me why he taking down my things then okay la.
cb
he owes me an explanation
and i din ask.
cuz i was half shocked.
and half too fucking pissed off i couldent think.
i wanted to just fuck him up so bad.
that he has no choice but to kill himself.
but nvm
but since the in charge guard said that its alright one.
nothing will happen one then k la.
he say scared ppl only.
tsk
i sit on the railing.
behide me got 2 half naked dudes doing pushups.
then he say them nv book
tsk
HE DIN EVEN GIV ME A WARNING LA.
nv ask me to go down or whatsoever.
just come along and book me.
wtf la.



ass.

FOC

IM BACK!!!
haha
actually im back yesterday BUT STILL
haha

k la k la
dam tired from all the FOC and BARACUDA.
but im happy i think
at least.


erm erm

FOC day 0!
did all sorts of crap.
erm
emo-ed durin one part of the day but it was alright la

erm
last min stuff.
played sparklers practice skit.
and stuff like that.

then..

DAY1!!!
waaa the freshies come so early.
9:10 then start coming already
LOL
then slowly..
they filled the whole lower level.
some crazy shit right there yo.

baracuda performed to kill time..
and stuff.
crowd was half dead but nvm~!
had lunch..
played ice breakers.
TOO MANY PPL IN EACH SUB GROUP!
DIFFICULT TO REMEMBER THE NAMES!
and and circle sooo big.
how to hear them talk
haha
anyways.
broken television was funny.
hahaha
then it was cinderella.
some complained it was not fun..
waste time..
slow..
but then again.
how u pair up 170 people so quickly.
esp when they are blind folded
haha
even the crew helped out.
and so that was over!!
then it was treasure hunt if i din remember wrongly.
wa
so tiring sial.
then treasure hunt halfway.
its past 7.
respect the night.
no cheering.
no talking loudly.
then something happened to nightwalk.
due to AHEM
SOME idiot PEOPLE.
tsk
but nvm it was still carried out!
but what happened~!
GLs had 2 hrs of sleep~!
idiots
freshies need to sleep.
KNN GLs NOT NP STUDENTS ALSO AH.
just let us do our thang la.
kk nvm~!
it was still fun.


DAY2!!
STATION GAMES!!
WHOOO

but morning was mass dance
to sorta like wake u guys up
then STATION GAMES.
walk alot.
but dam shiok.
SIGMA4 GLs pro pro.
only hands and legs kena butter~~
haha
but xy had butter on him all over in the end
and i go like small scratches on my arm and back after waterfall
then at night..
umm
BLOCK CATCHING.
one of the dumbest things.
i dunno for what also.
LOL
BUT THE GIRLS WERE SO CUTE!!
THEY RUN AWAY FROM ME LA!!
HAHA BUT CAUGHT THEM IN THE END~~
and the sang barbie girl for wendy mabel and i
SO CUTE LA!!
hahaha
kk
erm..
they went to bed all stick and stuff
=p

DAY3!!
PIA ZHUI!

morning mass dance again..

lunch then pia zhui~
haha
some crazy shit happened during water game.
but~!
haiz
this yrs batch missed out on something really fun.
=\
but nvm~!
at night CAMPFIRE!~!~!~

WAS OUR SKIT NICE?!?!
haha
our power cheer rocked the house~!
WOO!
sigma!

AND THE DANCENIGHT!
woo~!
haha
but due to somethings..
hiax
BUT STILL IT ROCKED RIGHT?!
yay~!

k la
then hardly slept that night.

DAY4!!
wa emo day
too bad celene went home
=[
but still.
sad moments right..
=\
to my freshies.
haha
the truth is...
i almost cried la
ALMOST!
and you guys should really pay attention to the lyrics of LINGER by the dhs
the modifyied it.
and it was really nice.
U GUYS LEPAK TOO MUCH LA!
TSK!

kk
then mass photos then homed for the freshies.
i went home.
bathed changed
and off for performance.
wa lau
TIRED SIAL.
perf was erm okay..
i tore my first skin`!
HAHAHAHA
im getting TOO STRONG!
=x
kk anyways.
went back
BIG STUFF HAPPENED
then slept and homed

whee over~!

haha

kk

bye!
having too many mass convos.

rants and complaints

im tired.
very tired.
LOL
guess why.
cuz.
i stayed over in school
while juggling NPSU and baracuda.
cuz NPSU had stayover.
THEN baracuda had stayover too.
but i got laptop sales so cannot dun sleep.
so ya.
and sleeping in the office is not really cool.
cuz like yea
my sleeping bag is like getting so thin.
so its kinda no so comfortable anymore.
yea.
so my body is abit aching.
abit only.
and cant really sleep well la.
i mean on the floor all.
so yea.
and sleeping 2,3 hours aint really good for me.
i cannot tahan
will die
actual camp i dunno how sia.
my mama say she wanna buy new sleeping bag.
then i tell her say. dun need sleeping bag la.
buy futon~! =D
if u dunno what a futon is go google it or something
yea...
and sore throat is coming again.
just after throat infection.
tsk
i hope i can keep my voice for FOC.
i have to practice shouting from my tummy.
=]
no more throat screaming.
sure die.
kk. err

oh and about the beatrice always not at delta thingy.
i thought about it.
and came to a conclusion that.
its not always cuz shes with me.
and whenever she is.
its kinda like.
'dun have to really stick to your group' time.
so ya.
and not always with me lor.
i wish ah.
haha
and like
call meetings so suddenly.
of cos will take some time for the members to gather mah..
haiz.
but nvm..

i just know that..
SIGMA LEPAK LEPAK!!
OLE OLE AH AH!!
SIGMA LEPAK LEPAK!!
LEEEEHHHPAK LEEEHHHHPAK!

so cannot use sigma to compare.
cuz we really lepak.
beyond measure.
HAHA
our motto is .
'bonds beyond measure.'
but like become
'lepak beyond measure'
hahaha

ya la.
and like.
people are not what you think they are.
well.
some.
so ya.
=]

so then.
bye~!

will not be posting so much~!
busy busy.
tired tired.
thats why.

err lol

ABOUT the previous post.
i AM still doing this years FOC.
im talking about next time's
hahaha
its just too busy.
yea...

and i havent been posting for the past few days cuz i was away in camp.
trial camp for FOC.
yeaa...

im like dam tired now.
hahaha
=\

so bye!

ehh

sighs.
its final.
no more foc or npsu shit for me.
thank you very much.
and i think now i know why npsu is going down.
or why they are not so popular
i shant disclose it here.

and i dun think it will get any better
woot
good luck
im out.

omg.

i am so sick.
i hope i can recover by trial camp like seriously.
omg

someone save me.

=[

im sick

im sick and i aint liking it.
seems like poly days are different frm school
tsk

pain pain pain.
=[

will be very busy

yea i will due to foc and bb. and camps so on.
so the whole of march.
i will be
almost postless~!
cya~!

bleaaaaaa

JUST when i thought that everything was all fine and happy.
this must happen.
i knew that its a bad thing.
i knew it was going to happen.

but then again...
maybe in too childish.
too sensitive.
yes i think im too sensitive.
no wait not think.
i know im too sensitive.
i get upset.
over small little matters.to normal friends i dun show them.
kinda shitty all but thats me.but at least to you.
sianxxzzxzxxzzxxzxzxzx.i would want to be able to show everything.
small things la really small.
mm.

so next time
im trusting my instincts.
;]

cuz i believe.
my instincts are more logical and accurate then my actual thinking.
so ya.
follow my heart so i can hua hi tio ho.
grrr...

day at the salon!

today darling and i went to dye her hair.
=]
the same colour as mine =D
i can remember the colour code..
so..
to those who want to have the same hair color as beatrice.
dye ur hair.
7/75.
but be4 that u have to bleach ur hair 3 times just in case.
;]
good luck~!
and..
IM SO SORRY DARLING!
I CANT HELP IT HAHAHAHA!!!
=X


HAHAHAHA
IM SO MEAN!
hehe
but i still love you many okay? =]
after dying her hair she went to ahmah's house while i went home
thats when we parted
=[
but nvm
im looking to seeing her soon so ya
its okay!
=D
k then bye~~
=]

whee

sorry dudes!!
havent been updating the past erm dunno how many days cuz..
TOO BUSY<- common excuse.
TOO TIRED<- another common excuse
JUST LAZY<-k not excuse! =D

kk i went gai gai with my darling today..
be4 that had baracuda..
wa long time nv play drums sial.
like
no more feel.
hahaha
boo hoo hoo
=[

kk
anyways.
we went..
orchard
actually wanted to watch movie but timings all too late and stuff so ya.
we tried the erm.. mogu mogu thing at far east.
quite nice la
quite nice.
but abit ex.
=\
and walked to fish and co. at wheelock.
wa
dam long queue
so we skip it. =D
and went back to far east to eat CARL'S JUNIOR.
wa
i tell u
i shouldent have ate that
i think tmr whole day can dun eat liaoxzxxz
=[
yea..
AND AND
IM GETTING TOO ERM.
PROSPEROUS.(FAT)
OMGG
CANNOT
I MUST LOOK MORE.
POOR.(SKINNY)
YA...zzzzzzzzzzz
=[
kk
im gona eat less.
and i know how already
hmph
=]
=]
oh ya

my stomach is getting abit siao nowadays
dunno why
i wonder if other people get things like what i get.
tsk.

list of stuff i wanna do during 7 weeks

7 weeks is a long long time..
yea..
and theres stuff i wanna do.
here goes.

1. Gym
2. Go zoo,bird park,night safari..(lol)
3. SENTOSA!!
4. haha SENTOSA AGAIN!
5. Chalets. =]
6. start practicing glowticking again
7. play bball.
8. baracuda.
9. NPSU(ahem losing interest)
10. MOVIE!.
11. get photoshop to my house com and find templates and brushes to make neoprints(since i already have the photo printer and stuff and sticker paper lying around so why not.)
12. PSP! (actually psp is all the time la but still!)
13. spend time with certain people =D i wun say who hehehe.

i think thats about it.
but surely got sommore one =\
so ya.
=]

EXAMS ARE OVAAA

okay.
heres the skinny.
i think.
im not gonna do as expected.
=[
boohoohoo
but arg
the same mistake will never happen again!
no no

well well
7 weeks hols.

i wanna....

1. go for chalet(s) =]
2. KBOX MAN KBOX OMG.
3. SENTOSA!!!!
4. SENTOSA!!!!(not the beach)
5. movies...(nv watch for erm dam long?)
6. chill out..
7. GYM! im actually quite serious about this now.
8. GO ZOO!
9. AND NIGHT SAFARI!
10. AND BIRD PARK! HAHAHAHA

YEA...
busy busy yo
sighs.
i think im gonna
dress differently to school from now on.
yea.
cuz my mama has been saying like
"eh u everyday wear the same thing. you ddun have other shirts one meh?"
so ya...
have to change abit abit.
=]

AND AND.
i got some PSP games i actually wanted to get.
fun fun~! =D
i like...
=]
and im like waiting for SOMEONE to get a psp too so she can play with me.YES YOU DARLING.
kk.
whee~~
i feel like a big massX9.81 has just been lifted from my shoulders.
shiok.
the feeling on n1=0
hahaha
=\
k then

BYE AND ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO STILL HAVE EXAMS!
=]
JIA YOU~!

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YES!
THATS HOW I FREAKING FEEL RIGHT NOW.
TOMORROW IS KNS AEL PAPER.
AND AEL IS
SO, SO, SO.
FREAKING RETARDED.
TSK.
KNOW WHAT
I KNOW SHIT ABOUT AEL.
EXCEPT THAT IT IS NOT VERY FUN IMHO.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
KK
im gonna go try.
TRY.
only.
to study.
KNS LA AEL SUCKS.
i hope i wun have to do a similar module next yr.
ARG!

and ya.
its not your fault for me not knowing anything bout AEL.
i still wun study even if u din come.
cuz.
AEL SUCKS!
AHHHH

k then.

i got some of the cny pics
i shall spam them here now.




hehe bye

last struggle

i have past 2 of my papers.
those that i were not worried about.
now theres one more.
its called AEL by the way.
erm.
shitty module.
with shitty lecturer.
but nice tut teacher.
but tut is so early in the morn so ya
im always half dead in her classes.
but shes a nice lady
=]]
but still.
yea..
so people
wish me luck.
in my 'revision'
and my exam~!
omg.
i just want to get this over and done with.
AEL should so be the first paper.
tsk

k then
bye bye!

OH GG!!!

WHOOOO!!!!
ERM
I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT
LIKE SERIOUSLY
ORLY?
YARLY. OMG
AHHHH

GG charles.
NO RM!

=[[[[[[

its here

the final test of yr 1.
last exams.
bring it on.
but this time.
i think i need lots of luck.
cuz i aint got tha skillz.
been slackin' too much yo.
so ya.
but still.
B-R-I-N-G I-T O-N mutha fuka.
ugh.
stress la
tsk.

must score must score.
must get into good uni.
MUST MUST MUST.
not if can then can.
is MUST
knskjfnagineaofnasf
UGHH.
what if 3.5 is not good enough.
what if my score is too low to get into the course i really want.
what if other people excel further then i do.
cannot.
i must be the best.
MUST!
not should.
not may
its MUST.
kns la my lust with must.
hahahaha
tsk
lame.

this hunger for victory is so stressful.
i want to play.
i want to slack
i already am.
so.
this desire is driving me mad.
hahahaha.
which is good.
and bad
tsk

kk
kk
kk

AND!!
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY
to my darling~!
i love her so, so much~!
=D

k then bye~!

hi people

HEY HEY HEY~~
ITS ME AGAIN~!
=D
sorry dudesss
past few days too busy/tired to blog.
=D
so yea..
chinese new year mah..
oh ya
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS!~!~!~!~!
hehehehehe
oh oh oh.
shes coming back today
hahahaha
survived 3 days without each other.
hahahaha
well at least there was msn
so it wasnt so bad
yea yea yea.
=D
so so so
wouwouwou
XD XD xD
rat sial
rat year sial.
bad year for horses.
but i think.
as long as we.
erm.
tread lightly and be extra carful can already
=D
so ya~!

happy cny once again~!

will upload pics once i get them
=D

hey tallie its your birthday.

YEA YEA
MY BIRTHDAY IS HERE!
I AM 18 YEARS OLD.
YES IM FREKING LEGAL.

hehehehehehehe.
okay okay
mm
no big party thing whatsoever.
cuz ya.
so.....
thats it.
=]]



and shopping is tiring.
=\

yo peace out~!

(shhh dun comment on this photo)

1ST MONTH!

its 1200 now.
today marks the end of the first month of our neverending relationship.
today also marks the first day of the 2nd month of this fantastic dream.
and so far.
i only have one thing to say to you.
that one thing consist of 3 words.
and they are.
I LOVE YOU.

forever.
and ever.
=]

shoppping

today i went shopping.
with my darling
=]
and spent like.
alot of money.
and bought like.
quite a few stuffs.
so yea...
for cny.
=]
and mummy says.
HOW COME NO SHIRT!!
ALL T SHIRT AND JACKET ONLY.
then i
U NV TELL ME NEED SHIRT MAH.
yea.

and SOMEBODY.
can just go and disappear.
really.
cuz.
yea.
ur doing no good to this world.
and to me.
so ya.
disappear.
but dun come back.
=D

grah~!!
=]]

=D

happy happy happy~~
=D
yesterday..
the 5 came over for steamboat~!
=]
but be4 that.
er.
made me wait for like 1 and a half hours.
which is so fun.
really.
=.=

yea yea
they came over..
=]
erm
spent lots of time steamboating
=D
then went crazy on ice cream.
and photos.
i think having a camera rocks.
=]]
PHOTO SPAM!!!

MY FAV PHOTO OF THE NIGHT!

I LIKE THIS TOO =]

siongs leg, huiting, sarah, jer and i =]

haha we took 3 of this exact photo haha

=]

AND TODAY!
had my early bdae hotplate thing.
cuz the weather was bad for bbq.
so we just had a hotplate thing.
yeap.
fun fun fun.
and first time seeing my darling high.
HAHAHA!
orh hor.... but i still love you~!
but at least i meant it when i said u can only get high infront of me right.
=]
so yea..
had fun fun fun
lots of it.
kinda caught up wif the other barker dudes =]
and apple strudel rocks.
i love it so much.
it makes me fat so much.
but i dun care i love it so much
=D
BIG THANK YOU TO ALL. =]
lovess~~~ =D
graaahhh~!!!
=]
i love the times i spent with you.
every minute, every second.
good or bad.
happy or sad.
i still love them alot.
because they are all happy moments.
because i love you.
and that makes all bad , good.
i love you~

what what what

WHAT CHERRIES WHAT CHERRIES OMG OMG!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
nvm i'll know soon.
OMG OMG OMG OMG
GGGRRRAAAAHHHHH
=\

hahahahahahaha

spent the whole day while i was awake.
with my darling cuz she came over to visit the supposedly injured me.
well.
my foot still hurts
abit.
but i think it will recover in a few days time.
=]
or maybe i have to force it first.
i think i will.
=D

alright! =]

over

the little struggle for both of us is over.
=]
i think
well at least on my part.
i've stopped emoing..
and learn new things
so yea.
many loves~! =D

its so difficult

yea it is.
SOMETIMES.

maybe.. just maybe..
this is just a fairytale.
too good to be true.
well at least.
too good in my mind.
i gotta be . to think that those type of people actually exsisted.
so yea..
maybe they do.
just maybe.

ITS QUITE HARD.

i love you..
i really want to.
but sometimes.
its just so difficult.
and i wonder if u really love me back.
even tho you say it soooo many many many times.
im starting if u even meant it once.

SOMETIMES ONLY.

or maybe my mood now is just not good.
well.
lets hope thats the case.
you say ur sticky.
well.
im not sticky i think.
but im dammmmm selfish.
but i cant stop you.
and control EVERYTHING you do.
so i just have to take it.
and tahan.

YA LIKE THAT.





BYE.

ARRRGGG

somebody.....
pleaseeeeee
saveee mee....!!!
immm gonaaa die....
i need 2 things now.
they both start with 'S'
i need them cuz i have a strong feeling.
a strong sensation.
that i need to relief
they are...
Sleep.
and.
Study.

cuz im feeling..
Sleepy.
and.
STRESSED.
ZOMG.

die die die.
kk

chiong already.
ju-on can scare me after my exams.
exams more scary.
=[

bb.

bleagh

im in space@ 72.
with my darling =]
heheheheeeee
wheee~!!!

ahem ahem

OKAY SORRY FOR NOT POSTING YESTERDAY CAUSE I WAS OUT
THAT WHOLE DAY.
THANK YOU.
FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.
yes you darling! hahahaha loves~
hahahaha
okay okay
omg its 1 am and i haven sleep
omg.
die.
later reach sch 9 am again.
-.-

anyways.
saturday was TBD 2~!
sentosa~!!
fun fun fun fun fun hahaha.
well..
overall it was fun =]
playing in the water..
the games..
=]
meeting people i havent seen in a LLLOOONNNGGGG time.
=]
esp my eldest darling~
=D

after sentosa went to darling's house for her to bathe..
=]
her house so cosy la
hahaha
and its not messy at all.
how can that be messy please.
=]

then went to pretty lil princess HUITING lovechild's
18'th bdae bbq thing~!
AT PASIR RIS PARK AREA 1 PIT 4!
nice place =]
will be even nicer if we had a chalet.
but naw.
so its just nice.
hahaha

ermm..
then they all had to go home.
but they can la
live near each other can take cab.
WHILST I.
HAD NO ONE TO TAKE CAB WITH.
cuz SOMEBODY.
SAY TAKE CAB WIF ME ONE.
THEN...
sigh nvm.
like that.
fren la.
fren.
leaving me with her at the park.
with no way to go home.
LUCKILY.
my bro coming back frm thailand.
so his flight 2+.
so my dad came to pick me up.
LUCKY ME LA.
hmph~!
and and.
i spent some of the greatest time together wif my one and only.
waaa.. the stars very nice~~
=]
haha.. darling~!
i love the smell of your perfume!
i love the way you talk to me.
i love the way you always give in.
except for werewolves.
i love the way u scream when i try to carry you.
i love the way u lie on my shoulder.
but most importantly.
i love you.
and only you =]
then the time for me to leave came.
abit too soon.
but nvm
all good things must come to an end..
soo sadd.
aww...
then i went terminal 3 to wait for bro.
then ya
TERMINAL 3 IS DAM NICE.
ahem okay.
=]

kk
enough about sat.
now sun.
HAHA!!
lets see...
woke up at like what
230.
when im supposed to go sch at 3.
but nvm.
cuz in the end like.
start also start like 4
so ya.

then prac prac prac..
then went for perf.
perf at 850.
we reach at 6+
-.-
then got soooo much time.
i went to meet darling~
she happened to be at cine.
and youthpark is just beside.
=]
so we went to eat~
burger king.
=]

on another note.
im dam fat.
omg
lose weight la charles.
no wait not lose weight.
its lose FAT.
tsk

kk
back to point.
yea.
i think perf was fine.
well at least the bass part.
bass rawks~!
wohooo!
=]
well..
at least the current one.
=]

kk
then slack slack slack.
till the bus came..
=]
then i had to leave darling..
=[

the winner for the dance competition thing is dam good la.
zomg.
dope dope
hahahaha
then went back to school.
play soccer.
and done alot of stupid stuff im not gona say online.
=D
then home!!

waa..
at last
this blog post is over.
omg.

u guys cannot guess how long i took to type all this shit.
omg.

hahaha

and a pic.~!

okayyy....

i am gona.
start posting everyday already.
but my posts will be dam short.
but heh.
at least theres something new everyday~
horrrrrrrr
=]

i had my jap speaking test yest.
wa.
dam cool sial.
=D
sensei said to my partner, " you are very lucky you got charles-san as your partner. He places his particles exactly where they are supposed to be. and he ask you alot of questions so that u can answer. he speaks very well. "
oh my gosh la.
i was so happy can.
=D
but the ego side of me was like.
DUH OF COS~!
hahahahaha
=X

baracuda.
i have to beatbox.
for this part.
it was very bad on that day.
cuz
i was thirsty
and there was no water around.
and we had to go thru
again and again and again
sia.
my throat almost dieded.
=\
but heh
i still have to think of a nice pattern.
=\


then today~!!!
VOLLEYBALL SIALSSSS
fun fun fun
but tiring sia.
but fun~!
hahahaha

hehehe
we had the competition..
this evening.
=]
even tho we like.
play for fun.
win some lose some kinda thing.
still fun =D

i wan sing i wan sing i wan sing
=D
=D
i wanna read chinese fluently
hahahahha
=D

ouch.

I found out that.
paintball = pain+ball
it hurts.
hahahaha
but its dam fun la~!
woo!
i get to shoot ppl manz
but they shoot me too but i dun care~
=D
getting hit by a paintball is like..
tio cane.
only on a spot.
haha
thr bruise its like.
a red circle.
surrounded by dark blue.
ow.
i got hit.
like
20 cm away from my.......
if it was 20 cm higher...
bye bye fathers day.
paintball was fun la.... =]
especially when you're there with me.


the past week is so madness la
open house = perf. after perf. after perf.
o.o sial.
soooo tiring laaaa
quite fun also.
rim shot. rim shot. rim shot!!
woo~!
blood splatter. blood splatter blood splatter!!
woo~!
the first time in my life.
i felt a part of my body drained of blood.
my right hand index finger there.
PAIN SIA.
and it felt so weak
like.
cannot move at all.
i feel weird al even typing about it. haha!
=[
my shins and knees have bruises.
ty to my drum.
hands have blisters.
ty to my mallets.
time to zheng them.
=D

yea yea yea.
=]

waa......

i found out recently that my blog has new readers.
thanks to my one and only.
hahahaha
keep telling ppl to see my blog
LOL
its okay la...
for those who are like new and dun know me...

HEY READERS~!

Im Charles~!!!
17.
and in a relationship.
(i bet thats the reason u all are reading my blog)
hahaha
not short!
not skinny!
not stupid
not tanned
not muscular
but very loved.
=D

erm erm erm...
yeaaa...

ima lazy blogger.
i think u guys can tell already..
i dun like to type big chunk of words.
most of my stuff come in lines like this.
yeaaaa.

i like drums.
i like bass.
so that that mean i like drum and bass?
k lame.
i like fun.
i like accomplishment.
i like straight beats.
i like food.
but most of all.
i like Beatrice.
=D
wait no i dun like Beatrice.
i love Beatrice.
=D

ggaaa
k
bye peeps! frm act cute us!

charleslim is the luckiest guy

=]
he has happiness.
=]

even tho there are MANY people saying stuff like..
aiya these kind of relationships dun last one laaa..
sure break up one la...
and many many more...
BUT
i dun care~!
hmph!
i used to love her.
i still love her.
and i will love her for a LLLLOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG time to come.
so all u people.
please dun try to erm.
kaciao.
=]


i also nv go kaciao u all.
then u all come kaciao me.
=\
tsk

the coming week is performance crazy.
5 perfs.
1 clashes with jap TEST.
which means 4 perfs.
woo
shiok.
gona be.
tiring.
yea man.

WOOOOO
LETS GO CHARLES.
TIME TO CHIONG FOR THE REST OF UR YEAR 1!!!
LETS GO G-O GO!

=.=

hahaha
IM LIKE GOING CRAZY.with love~
GGAAAA~~!!!


BYE~! frm the reason why i am the luckiest guy. =D

guilty.

i feel very bad.
guilty too.
i still cant belive it happened.
hahahahaha
see la...
tsk
k.
i've learnt my lesson.
no more.
mm!
i hope that we can still continue on happily ever after.
and i promise i wun be so so so so so so so stupid again.
and its just me thinking too much. =\
im quite confused
but i still love you.
=]
i think thats why im so confused.
but in time to come
i think we'll look back on this and laugh.
hahahaha
so yea.
all i can do now is wait...
bye peeps