its so difficult

yea it is.
SOMETIMES.

maybe.. just maybe..
this is just a fairytale.
too good to be true.
well at least.
too good in my mind.
i gotta be . to think that those type of people actually exsisted.
so yea..
maybe they do.
just maybe.

ITS QUITE HARD.

i love you..
i really want to.
but sometimes.
its just so difficult.
and i wonder if u really love me back.
even tho you say it soooo many many many times.
im starting if u even meant it once.

SOMETIMES ONLY.

or maybe my mood now is just not good.
well.
lets hope thats the case.
you say ur sticky.
well.
im not sticky i think.
but im dammmmm selfish.
but i cant stop you.
and control EVERYTHING you do.
so i just have to take it.
and tahan.

YA LIKE THAT.





BYE.