not good.

stomach flu or food poisoning.

=[

either way.
its bad.

fatigue is setting in.
im going to gg
its like im a picture.
thats fading away.

Loner ftw

i've been walking around school alone since im not used to this new life i got of not having a jammed packed schedule.

so i got like free time.
of nothingness.
and so..
with no one to 'date' or follow or tag along or anything..
i walk alone~
around school..
looking at the ppl there..
with their blissful faces..
reminds me of like year 1 and 2.

but the tearing down of blk 72 kinda makes me sad.
cuz i spent so much time there and stuff
now its gone..
=[

and the temp walkway they made.
horrible.
you can feel the heat radiating from the walls.
its crazy.

and i still want my own car...
=x
haha
i tell myself everyday on the bus.
nvm tahan awhile more the day will come.
just to make myself feel better.
cuz i know it wont come.
well maybe.
but its not soon.
=[

Hanging

hanging, hanging, you leave me hanging.
wonder, wondering, if i'll get that chance again.

but i think.......
everything's gonna be alright, alright, alright.

if you'll just think bright.

;]

=.= =.= =.=

I STILL CANT SLEEP.

k.

i'll go force myself to.

加油！！

=.=

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its kinda driving me mad.
and i feel like puking.
=.=

WA.

I caught the emo bug.

sigh..
school faster start pls.


and there's this hole.this hole called love.
i keep falling deeper into.
im hoping its a nice soft mattress.
instead of spikes and rocks.

but i'll just keep falling.. until i do something about it.
will you let me?

daddy got a year older.

happy birthday daddy.

and weilin's birthday is tommorrow
happy birthday to you too
=]

and you too tessa =]
happy birthday

I wonder..

i wonder if i suddenly disappear without a word, would people care?

F1

F1 shiok haha
the race err okay ah..
but watching the tv like more fun than watching the real one cuz its just too loud.

and the place that i was at got free food free drinks all
thats the good part
haha

eat and drink untill siao only

dunno whether tommorrow can go again anot..
but yea.

btw i just got back from Australia on thursday
Melbourne to be exact.
its a nice place.. lots of different races there..
doesnt really feel very Australia..
maybe cuz i was in the city the whole time.
except for a smaaaaaalll smalll part of the Great Ocean Road.
yea
but overall its a nice place..
good food (if you know where to find it)
nice weather..
mixed blood chio bus.
hahahahaha

yea but one thing
their service... sucks. ttm
and i dont think you'll see this but..
i miss you already haha

to random

yea well.. some people do talk to me..

but most of the time. i feel like the talking, is just talking.
like theres no real connection you see.
just words that come and go.

yea...

results

the results are out!

i wonder how the results are for the baracuda peoples.
haha

anyways i shall not put my results here..
cuz of some reasons..

sooo ya

for what i have been doing for the holidays...
i've been watching quite a few japanese dramas.

other than that i've been going out to meet friends..
going for bbqs
going back to sch for cca
yea..
thats about it..

and i'll be going to austrailia for 6 days on saturday.
to see my brother
so i'll be back on thurs
=]

=|

sometimes. i wish. somebody. just somebody.
will just come to me and start talking to me.
hahaha

wouldn't that be so nice.

oh my..

my hands are swollen from playing too much djembe =[
pain pain
but nvm ah once in awhile =x

swollen =[

Driving test

I PASSED!! yay yay yay
hahaha

so happy ah first time pass.

i cant wait to get my card licence tho..
altho the picture i submitted was abit.. =\
but nvm haha

oh and for those who are wondering.
i got 10 points
all from
unnecessary depression of clutch.
4 pts for on bend
2 points for on slope
2points for n straight road
then another 2 pts for insufficient accleration
and 2 pts for... delay in moving off.
all in the circuit
=\

yay yay

haha

but i still need to pass daddy's test so i can actually drive the car

Sometimes...

i feel quite lonely..
=[
must be the manga im reading now.

it makes life and relationships look so sweet and good..
which is so hard to find..
argues only last a few minutes.
things they do are so sweet..
haha

well
maybe im just getting despo.

zomg.
and i just learnt today that one of my friends has a gf~!
grats.
altho they've been tgt for quite some time alr

and surprisingly. many people still think im attached. haha

i used to think that having a gf means being tied down.
but the feeling on loneliness is worse than that.


well well.
emo section over~!

time to move on to boring 'what i did these past few days' part.

IAP ended on the 14th.

final presentations are on the 19th.
i hope hope pray hope pray my laptop doesnt faint or anything again.
and i found out the cause for the time when it died for awhile.
the ram i bought at school came loose and the system went crazy.
so becareful people when u buy RAMs unauthorized by the manufacturer.

ndp ended, so did IAP.
i got lots of free time now.
gotta get used to it.
hahaha


Main characters in these kinda mangas are soooo lucky.
hahahahaha

Im okay already =]

yay im fine and well now.
at least for now..

=]

but many people are getting sick/ are sick.

get well soon too kay~!

but i do still have abit of runny nose but thats all right.



a few more days to the presentations at DSI and then after that and 2 more days then thats the end of attachment~!! hahaha


AND TOMORROW IS NDP
at lasty last
hahaha
then after that saturdays are all FREE~~~ whee
haha
can sleep later abit..
can go do what i wanna do...
yaayy
haha


but i think i'll miss playing with them.. but theres still chingay i think
=]]
good good

and these days i feel soo sooooo soooooo tired. =\
zomgzxxzxz

oh oh and im using dual monitors for my laptop hahahaha
look so high tech sci-fi movieish.

but like pointless ah
maybe it needs some getting used to.
good good.

charles is still sick

=[
runny nose, cough, sneezing.
thats so h1n1
hahaha

had fever up till yesterday

but its all cool now

im blogging from work ah

today so lucky can get into the office so early
just nice i reach right after a staff opened the door.
yes.

=]

so now im sitting in the office. with a runny nose.
and i havent done my weekly report for last week.
i shall do it after im done with this post.


i had a nightmare the whole of last night.
it was bad.
till i actually woke up halfway
haha

its like this...

It was a dark stormy night when C saw a truck parked beneath an arc bridge. He saw a lady dressed in a blue dress standing next to the truck, doing nothing but stare. C went over to that lady, asking what happened to her. She looked at C with a face so pale as though she saw a ghost, asking, "Have you ever seen a man's insides wrapped around the main shaft of a truck?". Shocked at what she asked, C then went and kneeled on the floor to look under the truck to see the main shaft. And there it was, bloody red mess throughout the length of the shaft driven by the truck's engine, as though the shaft was made with flesh, with the blood slowly being washed away by the falling rain. The what used to be a man was so unrecognizable, anyone wouldnt know that it was a man in the first place, there was no clothes, no shoes, nothing to show that that was a man that was there.. However, there was a lump of meat which looked like it used to be the man's heart.. It was still beating, with every beat squirting more blood into its surroundings.

When C got up again, he asked the lady how did the man end up there? She said,"He just sank through the driver's seat and the next thing i know, the engine stalled, so i got out, and saw this.". A figure then appeared in the distance, a man, who looked like he was walking towards us. When he got closer, C could tell that he was also wearing a blue outfit.. The man was always looking down. He kept walking, slowly, untill he reached C's side, then he said,"The people here has always been dressed in blue, untill now. A person dressed in red has shown up, since then, things like this have been happening throughout the town, makeing this place red, blood. red.". Just as he finished his last word, he looked into C's eyes, and the moment C saw the blue man's eyes, the face of the red man flashed in his mind.. He woke up.

"Haha it was just a nightmare", he thought to himself. So, C went back to sleep, as though nothing happened.. When C got back to sleep.. The nightmare continues...

C looked around, trying to figure out where he was. It appears to be a building that toppled on its side, lying in a desert with nothing in sight.. He looked up at the top of the toppled building, with its steel frame sticking out, C saw a man, dressed in red. Time was slowed as the man in red turned his head towards C, and eventually came to a stop just before the red man saw C. It stayed like that, no movement, no sound, nothing.

-END-

thats it. haha

i always get nightmares when im sick. sibeh sian haha

k then, i hope i dun get part 2 tonight. =[

charles is sick

=[

i haven been here for a long time cuz i cant make time for posting
well actually i can

but i lazy ah

soo

now since im sick
and got nothing much to do besides get better...
i shall post a short post here

i hope i get well soon be4 NDP
=[
or friday's bball match

sigh

Last Song

from that guy.
OMG YES.
hahahahaha hes moved to another seat cuz one of his frens ended attachment today.
YESSSSSS
im free from:
-smellyness
-humming/singing
-some idiot dancing in his seat beside me
-free nose digging show
-free (but super disgusting and i dun wanna see it at all) ball scratching/smelling show
-staring
-(sometimes) snoring
-and his presence

omg
yes.
im so happy
hahaha

ands whats better than that?

jer and her are coming over later. =]
yay fun fun


my right eyelid keep jumping.
omg
why ah.

Almost one month

hahaha opps. =x

anyways..
the reason why i havent been blogging for so long is...

cuz

er

just

duwan lor..
=x

cause i sian ar.

so simple..
anyways.

firstly..
good bye to Micheal Jackson.
he has made so many good songs for all to listen and dance to.
He is a legend.
and always will be.




k on to my post.

The guy

theres this guy that took away my table at work and is currently sitting next to me...
well he didnt take my table away, another guy did, but hes sitting there now and thats the problem.
kk i shall move on to the problem.

the problem is..
he is smelly or rather, bad bad bad B.O. (body odor for those who dont know)
and the things he drink, i dont know what are those. im guessing its medicine or good for health or something.
but i dont think its any good judging from his B.O.
hahaha
actually no haha, it kinda pisses me off.
and since he sits next to me.
i can hear his mumbling. and (bad) singing/humming.
he dresses as though he is at home, 3quarter shorts, t-shirts that most prolly comes from a school camp/sports day/old old OLD secondary or whatever level school t shirt. horrible. and his sock / shoes. no comments.
i mean.
he's from university. and hes going for work. and theres a dresscode. i dont know why no one said anything yet.
i cant say anything cuz ima student
poly summore.
omg
then i want to tell the higher ups.
but he hasent done anything wrong.
=\
sian


sooo...
tahan lor what to do.
oh but theres one part i really dun like.
his staring.
he stares at my computer screen. and then he goes on to mumble stuff.
w.t.f.
then he stares at my colleague's computer screens.
O.o?
then we'r talking.
like chatting la. i know we'r not supposed to. but working a whole day is unbearable. so ya.
he will stare at us. machiam hes in the convo also.
then he digs his nose... and rubs the outcome.. with his fingers.. then i dunno where that goes already.
oh wait.


it goes back into his nose.

now lets say together okay??

ew.

well done~!

hahaha


kk next~!

ndp costumes.

its thick, with paddings. it doesnt let air flow through. its 3 peices(1 vest 1 coat 1 pants).its neon green.its ugly.

its...
THE NDP COSTUMES~~~

well mine anyway.

pictures can be found on facebook? i guess haha
its bad. and very, very, very ,very very, very, torturous to wear. i have never. NEVER felt such hot air coming from under my clothes before.
its bad.
=[

okay i shall end this post here.
=]

have fun waiting for my next post people~

=]