☺

how come... scholarships have a criteria.

i always thought they were given to people to excel and who are outstanding in their academic performance and CCA.
i mean.
if i perform equally well with this person who meets the criteria.
then i got nothing to say la.
but if i perform better, but i don't meet the criteria.
i dont see why i cannot apply.
well~~~
its just how the world works i guess.

and im not going to say things like i don't have friends anymore.
and like sound like im lonely.
and stuff like that

and to you.
its not like im going to not talk to you forever.
you still owe me 2 dinners and a few double cheese burgers
muahahaha
=x
just not for now.
we need to learn our places in each other's lives

and for those people who are wondering how was bangkok..
i'll put it in point form
-airport is nice =]
-cab drivers choose their costumers.
-traffic is HORRIBLE in the town areas
-bangkok is hot and very humid. (careful. easy to get sick.)
-NEVER consume ice that are from street vendors. only buy canned or glass bottled drinks
-prices are low.. but not as low as china..
-people arnt that nice when bargaining. hahaha
-they actually wont sell you their things when u walk away.
-i fell sick halfway due to the super cold massage room. i core got cold.
-dreamt of visiting gods while sleeping in the hotel room
-shops practically sell the same things over and over again.
-imitation goods are not exactly cheap.
-thai girls chio.
-thai boys.......... no comment.
-thai lady boys...... even more no comment.
-traveling by BTS or their MRT is alot faster in town.
-mango sticky rice=yums
-coconut milk=stomach problems.
-food is cheap and good. (if u know where to look)
-they use coupons instead of cash in the food courts
-u can get a bowl of beef noodles at about SGD$2.50
-and a plate of pad thai at about SGD$1.75 at an airconditioned food court.
-the jewerlly fashion there is outdated. very outdated.
-maps dont have scales. so becareful and prepared if you want to walk somewhere.
-bangkok is not as dangerous than i thought it was.

31'st dec.
last day of 2009
bye bye 2009.
you have been a good year.
good year.
i have a feeling~♪
haha

fly away on a jet plane

Charles will be in bangkok from the 26th to 29th of December.

not like anyone cares.

4:53 am

now i know why my thundercloud is so big and raging.
but its outside my room.

tell me.
how can i help someone.. if i dont understand how they feel.

i am not happy.
and im not going to talk about it.

C.T.

common tests coming soon....
im studying.
haha
tired.
tired tired.
tired.

i went to the gym..
tired.
haha

Playboy

i took off the sticker of us that was on my laptop last night.
after so long.
=]

now there's a clean patch there haha

clean and empty.
just like how i kinda am right now.

like how you know.. something's been there for so long.
then you take it off..
then there's that empty space there..



im trying to fill that space up.
not easy.


and one thing.
when i was trying to search for this picture.
i searched for emptiness..
but most of the pictures are like.. women..
as if only women experience it..

platinum kiss

hey hey.
everytime i log on to blog..
i lose the feeling to blog.
cool ah..
type in username and password..
wait.
click new post.
wait.
and then see this unappealing text box..

no more feel alr la pls haha..
maybe they should make a function like..
when we log in.
let us choose your blog.
then put a "new post" button on top of the entries part of the blog.
then click there and type there and stuff.
no need to come here.

k anyways.
err
im here to blog about...
...
...

i forgot.
see.

=\

yea
i drove a manual today
and stalled.
its a van ah. and vans steering very different from cars.
so i got a shock when trying to evade something.
so i just brake.
then i drive auto too long alr
forgot need to clutch.
hahaha
win

i can so feel a sore throat coming..

and i hope my daddy lets me have the car tmr
=]

weeooo

my room is full of pesky flies... =\
but anyway..

to start off..
cafe cartel..
i think their oil use for 10 years nv change be4.
terrible i tell you.
dun eat there. =x
well
u can order a soup and eat their bread..
hahaha

anyways..
driving alone is fun =]
like i got freedom ya.
want to go where what time just go..
only thing is that petrol expensive ah.
i drive also heart pain =[

yea

今日

私わ日本語のスペーチドラフをかいた。
嬉しいです。　＾＾
すごく大変ですけど。できました。

木曜日MMMテストがあります。までべんきょする。
まああ。。。　気にしないで~　ぜったいかんたんです。
Q(>,<)　よーす！がんばります！！

でわ　今　寝ます。
おやすみ！

=D

popo got discharged from hospital..
it was nothing serious after all..
heng ah..

just gastric...

kk back to normal life.

@@@@@

popo got hospitalised..
x ray says her windpipe there very wide.
not sure what happened yet.


=[

好心 dont always 有好报。

dont mind the emo title.
its just a fact that i learnt throughout my life so far.
as if its very long like that but long enough to know that.
kk

on another note~
im all better already!
no more stomach flu/food poisoning.
yes ah

oh oh and i got a ipod shuffle.
the new one =D
daddy won it in a lucky draw.

school has been bleagh.
havent really start studying and homework is piling up.
with no guo bin around to *ahem* help.
and erm kinda no time...
so yea.
im going to put everything else on hold.
homework first.
and exercise la.

so plan/timetable. is like this..

Monday: school, lunch, homework, home.
Tuesday:school, light lunch, school, gym, homework/slack, home.
Wednesday:school, lunch, homework/school, home.
Thursday:school 9am-8pm. win.
Friday:school 9am-5pm. slack/go out/freetime.
Saturday & Sunday is for rest. not work.

not good.

stomach flu or food poisoning.

=[

either way.
its bad.

fatigue is setting in.
im going to gg
its like im a picture.
thats fading away.

Loner ftw

i've been walking around school alone since im not used to this new life i got of not having a jammed packed schedule.

so i got like free time.
of nothingness.
and so..
with no one to 'date' or follow or tag along or anything..
i walk alone~
around school..
looking at the ppl there..
with their blissful faces..
reminds me of like year 1 and 2.

but the tearing down of blk 72 kinda makes me sad.
cuz i spent so much time there and stuff
now its gone..
=[

and the temp walkway they made.
horrible.
you can feel the heat radiating from the walls.
its crazy.

and i still want my own car...
=x
haha
i tell myself everyday on the bus.
nvm tahan awhile more the day will come.
just to make myself feel better.
cuz i know it wont come.
well maybe.
but its not soon.
=[

Hanging

hanging, hanging, you leave me hanging.
wonder, wondering, if i'll get that chance again.

but i think.......
everything's gonna be alright, alright, alright.

if you'll just think bright.

;]

=.= =.= =.=

I STILL CANT SLEEP.

k.

i'll go force myself to.

加油！！

=.=

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its kinda driving me mad.
and i feel like puking.
=.=

WA.

I caught the emo bug.

sigh..
school faster start pls.


and there's this hole.this hole called love.
i keep falling deeper into.
im hoping its a nice soft mattress.
instead of spikes and rocks.

but i'll just keep falling.. until i do something about it.
will you let me?

daddy got a year older.

happy birthday daddy.

and weilin's birthday is tommorrow
happy birthday to you too
=]

and you too tessa =]
happy birthday

I wonder..

i wonder if i suddenly disappear without a word, would people care?

F1

F1 shiok haha
the race err okay ah..
but watching the tv like more fun than watching the real one cuz its just too loud.

and the place that i was at got free food free drinks all
thats the good part
haha

eat and drink untill siao only

dunno whether tommorrow can go again anot..
but yea.

btw i just got back from Australia on thursday
Melbourne to be exact.
its a nice place.. lots of different races there..
doesnt really feel very Australia..
maybe cuz i was in the city the whole time.
except for a smaaaaaalll smalll part of the Great Ocean Road.
yea
but overall its a nice place..
good food (if you know where to find it)
nice weather..
mixed blood chio bus.
hahahahaha

yea but one thing
their service... sucks. ttm
and i dont think you'll see this but..
i miss you already haha

to random

yea well.. some people do talk to me..

but most of the time. i feel like the talking, is just talking.
like theres no real connection you see.
just words that come and go.

yea...

results

the results are out!

i wonder how the results are for the baracuda peoples.
haha

anyways i shall not put my results here..
cuz of some reasons..

sooo ya

for what i have been doing for the holidays...
i've been watching quite a few japanese dramas.

other than that i've been going out to meet friends..
going for bbqs
going back to sch for cca
yea..
thats about it..

and i'll be going to austrailia for 6 days on saturday.
to see my brother
so i'll be back on thurs
=]

=|

sometimes. i wish. somebody. just somebody.
will just come to me and start talking to me.
hahaha

wouldn't that be so nice.

oh my..

my hands are swollen from playing too much djembe =[
pain pain
but nvm ah once in awhile =x

swollen =[

Driving test

I PASSED!! yay yay yay
hahaha

so happy ah first time pass.

i cant wait to get my card licence tho..
altho the picture i submitted was abit.. =\
but nvm haha

oh and for those who are wondering.
i got 10 points
all from
unnecessary depression of clutch.
4 pts for on bend
2 points for on slope
2points for n straight road
then another 2 pts for insufficient accleration
and 2 pts for... delay in moving off.
all in the circuit
=\

yay yay

haha

but i still need to pass daddy's test so i can actually drive the car

Sometimes...

i feel quite lonely..
=[
must be the manga im reading now.

it makes life and relationships look so sweet and good..
which is so hard to find..
argues only last a few minutes.
things they do are so sweet..
haha

well
maybe im just getting despo.

zomg.
and i just learnt today that one of my friends has a gf~!
grats.
altho they've been tgt for quite some time alr

and surprisingly. many people still think im attached. haha

i used to think that having a gf means being tied down.
but the feeling on loneliness is worse than that.


well well.
emo section over~!

time to move on to boring 'what i did these past few days' part.

IAP ended on the 14th.

final presentations are on the 19th.
i hope hope pray hope pray my laptop doesnt faint or anything again.
and i found out the cause for the time when it died for awhile.
the ram i bought at school came loose and the system went crazy.
so becareful people when u buy RAMs unauthorized by the manufacturer.

ndp ended, so did IAP.
i got lots of free time now.
gotta get used to it.
hahaha


Main characters in these kinda mangas are soooo lucky.
hahahahaha

Im okay already =]

yay im fine and well now.
at least for now..

=]

but many people are getting sick/ are sick.

get well soon too kay~!

but i do still have abit of runny nose but thats all right.



a few more days to the presentations at DSI and then after that and 2 more days then thats the end of attachment~!! hahaha


AND TOMORROW IS NDP
at lasty last
hahaha
then after that saturdays are all FREE~~~ whee
haha
can sleep later abit..
can go do what i wanna do...
yaayy
haha


but i think i'll miss playing with them.. but theres still chingay i think
=]]
good good

and these days i feel soo sooooo soooooo tired. =\
zomgzxxzxz

oh oh and im using dual monitors for my laptop hahahaha
look so high tech sci-fi movieish.

but like pointless ah
maybe it needs some getting used to.
good good.

charles is still sick

=[
runny nose, cough, sneezing.
thats so h1n1
hahaha

had fever up till yesterday

but its all cool now

im blogging from work ah

today so lucky can get into the office so early
just nice i reach right after a staff opened the door.
yes.

=]

so now im sitting in the office. with a runny nose.
and i havent done my weekly report for last week.
i shall do it after im done with this post.


i had a nightmare the whole of last night.
it was bad.
till i actually woke up halfway
haha

its like this...

It was a dark stormy night when C saw a truck parked beneath an arc bridge. He saw a lady dressed in a blue dress standing next to the truck, doing nothing but stare. C went over to that lady, asking what happened to her. She looked at C with a face so pale as though she saw a ghost, asking, "Have you ever seen a man's insides wrapped around the main shaft of a truck?". Shocked at what she asked, C then went and kneeled on the floor to look under the truck to see the main shaft. And there it was, bloody red mess throughout the length of the shaft driven by the truck's engine, as though the shaft was made with flesh, with the blood slowly being washed away by the falling rain. The what used to be a man was so unrecognizable, anyone wouldnt know that it was a man in the first place, there was no clothes, no shoes, nothing to show that that was a man that was there.. However, there was a lump of meat which looked like it used to be the man's heart.. It was still beating, with every beat squirting more blood into its surroundings.

When C got up again, he asked the lady how did the man end up there? She said,"He just sank through the driver's seat and the next thing i know, the engine stalled, so i got out, and saw this.". A figure then appeared in the distance, a man, who looked like he was walking towards us. When he got closer, C could tell that he was also wearing a blue outfit.. The man was always looking down. He kept walking, slowly, untill he reached C's side, then he said,"The people here has always been dressed in blue, untill now. A person dressed in red has shown up, since then, things like this have been happening throughout the town, makeing this place red, blood. red.". Just as he finished his last word, he looked into C's eyes, and the moment C saw the blue man's eyes, the face of the red man flashed in his mind.. He woke up.

"Haha it was just a nightmare", he thought to himself. So, C went back to sleep, as though nothing happened.. When C got back to sleep.. The nightmare continues...

C looked around, trying to figure out where he was. It appears to be a building that toppled on its side, lying in a desert with nothing in sight.. He looked up at the top of the toppled building, with its steel frame sticking out, C saw a man, dressed in red. Time was slowed as the man in red turned his head towards C, and eventually came to a stop just before the red man saw C. It stayed like that, no movement, no sound, nothing.

-END-

thats it. haha

i always get nightmares when im sick. sibeh sian haha

k then, i hope i dun get part 2 tonight. =[

charles is sick

=[

i haven been here for a long time cuz i cant make time for posting
well actually i can

but i lazy ah

soo

now since im sick
and got nothing much to do besides get better...
i shall post a short post here

i hope i get well soon be4 NDP
=[
or friday's bball match

sigh

Last Song

from that guy.
OMG YES.
hahahahaha hes moved to another seat cuz one of his frens ended attachment today.
YESSSSSS
im free from:
-smellyness
-humming/singing
-some idiot dancing in his seat beside me
-free nose digging show
-free (but super disgusting and i dun wanna see it at all) ball scratching/smelling show
-staring
-(sometimes) snoring
-and his presence

omg
yes.
im so happy
hahaha

ands whats better than that?

jer and her are coming over later. =]
yay fun fun


my right eyelid keep jumping.
omg
why ah.

Almost one month

hahaha opps. =x

anyways..
the reason why i havent been blogging for so long is...

cuz

er

just

duwan lor..
=x

cause i sian ar.

so simple..
anyways.

firstly..
good bye to Micheal Jackson.
he has made so many good songs for all to listen and dance to.
He is a legend.
and always will be.




k on to my post.

The guy

theres this guy that took away my table at work and is currently sitting next to me...
well he didnt take my table away, another guy did, but hes sitting there now and thats the problem.
kk i shall move on to the problem.

the problem is..
he is smelly or rather, bad bad bad B.O. (body odor for those who dont know)
and the things he drink, i dont know what are those. im guessing its medicine or good for health or something.
but i dont think its any good judging from his B.O.
hahaha
actually no haha, it kinda pisses me off.
and since he sits next to me.
i can hear his mumbling. and (bad) singing/humming.
he dresses as though he is at home, 3quarter shorts, t-shirts that most prolly comes from a school camp/sports day/old old OLD secondary or whatever level school t shirt. horrible. and his sock / shoes. no comments.
i mean.
he's from university. and hes going for work. and theres a dresscode. i dont know why no one said anything yet.
i cant say anything cuz ima student
poly summore.
omg
then i want to tell the higher ups.
but he hasent done anything wrong.
=\
sian


sooo...
tahan lor what to do.
oh but theres one part i really dun like.
his staring.
he stares at my computer screen. and then he goes on to mumble stuff.
w.t.f.
then he stares at my colleague's computer screens.
O.o?
then we'r talking.
like chatting la. i know we'r not supposed to. but working a whole day is unbearable. so ya.
he will stare at us. machiam hes in the convo also.
then he digs his nose... and rubs the outcome.. with his fingers.. then i dunno where that goes already.
oh wait.


it goes back into his nose.

now lets say together okay??

ew.

well done~!

hahaha


kk next~!

ndp costumes.

its thick, with paddings. it doesnt let air flow through. its 3 peices(1 vest 1 coat 1 pants).its neon green.its ugly.

its...
THE NDP COSTUMES~~~

well mine anyway.

pictures can be found on facebook? i guess haha
its bad. and very, very, very ,very very, very, torturous to wear. i have never. NEVER felt such hot air coming from under my clothes before.
its bad.
=[

okay i shall end this post here.
=]

have fun waiting for my next post people~

=]

the moon in my heart

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
HELLOOOOO ELAINE!

=x

today's presentation went well...
except for the future plans part.
but i feel that its not our fault.
i mean..
what research if we know what we will get in the end..
but i do agree with the part when he said, ' then u do this no need come here what can do at home'

soooo
my group and i are going to try to go ask for some hands on work.
even if its minor..

oh and its CS's last day at DSI..
T^T
i hope he comes back sometime..
or keep contact..
or something.
haha
if not we need to go NYP to find him..
=\
hahahaha

weeeeeeeeeeeee
im getting fat.
omg

but i cant do anything about it besides eat less
which i cant do
and i got no time to go to the gym
omg.

haha

good luck me!

I do belive

if i raise my hands high enough,
i can touch the sky.


i also believe, i want a dark light so bad.
haha

sighs

so many things to do,
so little time.

sometimes i think what if i didnt take IAP and went for FYP instead.
but i think of the good stuff about IAP and i change my mind haha

i better get a 4
omg


anyways.
sigh.
i dunno la.
i like want to say something..
but i duwan to type it here.
because people will start asking me about it.
and so.
i shall not type it here.
and i think i'll only talk to like 1 or 2 people about it
not like alot of people read my blog anyways

hahahahaha
about that
hahaha
sometimes i see my blog visit counter jumping very fast.
but then actually.
its just the number of times I load my page while doing some editing.
haha
cool ah
=\

and today is my first time uploading photos into face book
its quite convenient actually.
i think im going to do it more in the future. =]

and work is starting to get stressful.
because of the presentation..
but thats not actually work thats more like..
project..
like school kinda project..
is it supposed to be like that?






















is it supposed to be like that?

chao agua

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

this one win.
WIN ah i tell you
hahahaha

kk

im falling into emo mode again
omg~

oh my gawd~

ooohhhh mmmyyyy ggaaaawwwdddd...

hahahaha

kk buh byexz pplzx

台客舞

一定要看。真的好cool。没骗你。
我喜欢那个。。 1:04 到 1:10 的pattern.
好cool。 看了都要跳。 哈哈！！
我没想到台客舞可以这样的。。
一直以为是那个很怪怪的。

k i think if i continue to type in chinese.
i'll take forever to finish this post.


anyways..
a rant below.
for baracuda ;]

k firstly. not say im against you or anything..
but whats the rush really =]
and i think sometimes. if a person is good..
just take him or her in.
if they leave.
we can always find another person.
who might even be better.
cause sometimes..
its hard to find another person like the one you've just missed out.
so... ya la.
i mean..
we can always take more first
then slowly cut away.
but its difficult to choose the best ones from the start.
get what i mean..
k but nvm~
i'll support la.
dun wry haha
but just wanna say be4 any thing really gets confirmed.
if they havent.
haha

えん！
私　日本に行きたいです。　友達といっしおに。
日本　で　遊んだり、　かいものをしたり、　日本人　の　友達　を　作ったりしたい。。
じょっと　心配ですから、　がんばります。

Riding on a star

i say.
hahaha
work is boring.
well
theres stuff to do..
but...
looking at the same things over and over again...
not really fun.

its like reading my blog everyday.
for 10 hours.
wow. thats so fun.

yeap yeap
anyways
im feeling better already
the emo period has passed.
hahaha

yay

Neverending road

hey guys.
i feel sad.
i think im tired.


first time i feel like that for so long sia.
dunno why also..
maybe its alot of unnoticeable small things that add up.
i really dont know..
so asking me whats wrong wont help
cuz i dunno.
thats why i cant solve it.
it doesnt feel nice at all.

well.. maybe i have an idea..
and a solution..
but i dun like that solution..
but maybe its good..
for now.. till i get another solution.
i've seen it. thanks. now i know..
till then.

lily's perfume

these days..
so..
weird.
i cannot explain it.
just like that.

hahaha
maybe i can find a picture that can explain it.

find find find...
waa took me almost 10 mins to find this.

so long @.@

i think it describes it quite well..

Its only because of you

recently..
work has been..
kinda boring and lifeless.. haha
we'r supposed to do things but are not really getting to do them.
still got do la.
but not as enthu as last time..
maybe its cause we'r doing different things now.
its more like studying than working..
so its kinda..

i dunno..
i think we should try our best to be there for you friends..
but if we cant.. theres really nothing much we can do..
k the past 2 lines are nonsense.

you know..
i would really like to post about fun stuff
and put lots and lots of pictures here.
showing what i did and stuff.
but apparantly i haven really been doing anything fun..
no time to go out..
no time to do this..
to meet who..
so..
yea..
shld have taken FYP
i btr get a 4 if not sure daaaam pek chek.
super.

feeling empty now adays.
never felt like that in my life be4..
maybe its this.. maybe its that..
i dont know..
maybe im too sensitive and cannot tell jokes frm real things..
so this is how it feels like to have nobody really caring for you..
sigh..
i think im getting the hang of being emo
haha!!
but duwan la emo..
emo no good
so not me.
sigh
want to be happy also no time
tsk..
sometimes, i think being alone is the best.

thousand miles away

work is work.
hahaha

but luckily~
i've got great ppl with me! =D
people like...
Junwei Jocelyn and Huiping =D
Leeying and June for meeting in the morning for breakfast =D
Elain , as seng and nyang that join us for lunch =D
and zhi yuan for helping me out so much LOL

they make working so much easier
haha
like really.
=]

to yx:
haha thanks for inviting me~ =D
but sorry i cannot go =[
cuz yea.. you know why haha ;]

to stella:
try your best to cheer up kay~
i know its hard..
but u dun have friends for nothing!
=D
jiayou!

to you:
haha i know my colour has been taken over by countless number of things..
and i think you're like having lots of fun and stuff..
being really happy..
knowing more people..
and reviving old friendships.
getting to do things u like..
so yea..
hope you succeed in the things u do~
=D

to my throat:
i dunno if ur just pissed at the fish and chips i ate the other day or what.
but maybe ur breaking ur voice again.
if so.
i hope you'll give me a deep sexy voice that can hit high notes as well cuz i still wanna sing wang lee hom, jay chou and gary cao. so pls pls dun die untill i cannot sing T.T

i wanna put pictures of my workplace and colleagues but..
they dun allow cameras there. =\
maybe one day sneak take haha

ahh blog

haha i've been neglecting my blog cuz..
i just am hahaha
also got nothing much to say here..
cuz i've been working everyday
and for those who want to know what im doing..
just know that its math, computer and nanotechnology.
haha
thats about all u need to know.
the rest is... yea...

and i find my blog dam boring.
cuz nothing to see besides words words and words.
so im going to put some random photos here hahaha

this is like dam long ago but yea.
im missing someone in this picture..
i know it'll never happen but i'd like to be like that as long as i can =]



so yea...
got picture leh
improvement hahaha

love radian

=]

exams are over..
quite a few days back tho..

ht and i had dinner a few nights back.
yea..
that really made my day..
or rather week
hahaha
yup yup
looking forward to the next time i see her hahaha.
=x

and..
yea..
my holidays this time are short.
oh oh
and i dun like num.
i still dun like them.
lol
cuz i was performing in then yest night in zouk..
yea..
and i was carrying my gay bag on that day
and so.
gay bag
with gay brand
and gay colour shirt.
best.

hahaha

and im still trying to master that song omg.
its so hard.
either that or i cant sing anymore.
=[

k la~~

thats all folks for now.
tata~

>=]

i notice i blog the most during exam periods.

hahahaha

which means i blog when im sian.
very. very. sian.

well

tmr's my lat paper
at 9 summore
which means i'll be doing my paper half asleep and wake up when its over.
which is good

hahaha

i wanna faster get it done and over with ah
like really.

cuz its dam dam sian..
SIAN OKAY

but im quite excited for the stuff we'r going to do after exams
lol

buffet and bbq at ecp

quite cool ah
=]

and ya
thats it

=]


oh oh
and my garden became a..

desert grassland LOL!

show you..
=]



night view. with the street lamps lol

i cant think of titles.

yes and so.

i shall just say it.

i got into DSI for IAP.
yay

quite happy ah..
but abit scared also..
lol
no idea what im going to do there.
so quite stress
but sure can tank one.

no scared.

hahahaha
contradicting sia.
lol

anyways..

yea thats it.

and study week feels like holidays.
omg
not good.

exams not good too
haha

=.=

engrish fail.

its my fault.

okay?
its all my fault.
its me
just me.
nothing's wrong with anybody else..

when ur sad, its my fault.
when im sad, its my fault.
when something goes wrong, its my fault.
we cannot be together, its my fault.
cheating your feelings, its my fault.
not telling you anything, its my fault.
not finding out things, its my fault.
not having anymore strong feelings, its my fault.
wasting your time, its my fault.
wasting your effort, its my fault.
not believing in you, its my fault.
not trusting in you, its my fault.
not letting you try, its my fault.
leading you in the wrong direction, its my fault.
trying to make you happy in the end hurting you, its my fault.
for not caring, its my fault.
for breaking your dreams, its my fault.
for taking away your happiness, its my fault.
for making you love me so much, its my fault.
for loving you so much in the past, its my fault.
for giving you so many nice memories, its my fault.
for not giving you anymore memories, its my fault.





for letting you be the happiest girl on earth 24/7, its my fault.

happy birthday!

yay its my birthday today and...

happy birthday to me~!
hahaha

yay~

i got...
a necklace from my mama.
and that amounts my present for this year!
haha

yay happy birthday~

gjzsfsd

SCHOOL IS SIBEH SIAN I TELL YOU.
=.= =.= =.= =.= =.=

like wa lau.
so much hw nv do..
so many test haven study..
got project haven complete.
WAAA

all squeeze into 1,2 weeks

siao siao.

k
next time cannot dragp projects alr
get already must finish
=.=
hw also..

but more of project.

wa..
sian leh

I want

to eat swensens ice cream...
=[




being sick for a few days or maybe weeks is not fun..
maybe i'll never recover lol..
i think it'll take quite awhile at the rate its going...
either that or im not taking care of myself putting myself in the get well mode..

cny gatherings were fun =]
seeing ppl that i only see once a year was fun
and this year we actually bothered to get each other's contacts haha
something that should have been done a long time ago..
but im glad that its done haha
so now i can talk to them online~! yay

im rather worried for my studies at the moment.
been clacking too much
now everything is piled up
and im still slacking
thinking that everything will be alright and i'll still get good grades.
lol

sure die la.

but nvm im still thinking that i'll get good grades..
oh and i like to play hold em poker..
people should start learning it haha its fun.
=]

oh and happy belated bdae limhuiting. =]
and mine's soon..
got no plans tho
sit at home and sing 祝我生日快乐。
hahaha

come to think of it.
i like my life.
hahahahaha
woohoo!

Happy Lunar New Year

I wish all Chinese around the world a happy lunar new year.

haha

and to all my friends and family..

HAPPY CNY!! hahaha

kk

cny has been fun and all well for me so far.. =]
the gatherings are all nice..
good to see my relatives again..
only get to see them like once or twice a year haha
yea..
and like..
some of them are already like grown up..
lol
never noticed lol
but now i know.
which is good!

yea...
read my text..
very fun hor...
haha
will upload pictures once i get them if i get them
=]

blog post

hey people.
you know what.
we should all take a breath..
go do something relaxing..
like go float in water.
or something..
cuz like.
all so stress and all..
the atmosphere abit the sian sian one ah..

hiak hiak.

i said i wanna try to teach baracuda a song..
truth is.
i dun have any xD
HAHAHAHA
but i will try my bestest to make one la.
no worries.

yay

but i realised that i cant write lyrics fur elise.

hahaha i meant for nuts.

gosh la
im so lame its not funny.

=\
and wa lau
this yr 19 liao
then next yr 20 liao

i feel like i wasted my 18 yr old.

sigh.
sigh.

we all gonna die so soon.

gosh im dam scared of death
LOL!

gosh ah.

=[

=[

=[

k la

i got nothing to type actually.

just to a few peoples..
cheer up~!

and i shall revert back to my immune to emo mode.

hahahaha

TRIP TO JAPAN! LOL!

HAHAHA THIS POST IS SOOOOO LATE HAHAHA

unlike how they do things there.
so dam on the dot.
1 min late and too bad.
=\

k as most of you know..
i went to japan for the first week of hols.
yup

i went to tokyo and hokkaido.
sapporo, chitose and otaru only if u wanna ask where where.

i enjoyed tokyo alot!
altho the hotel room is sooo tiny and double bed is counted as one queen sized bed.
so i had to squeeze with my dad lol..
but its alright.

and and the people there are so.. courteous
lol
even using the escalator also so good lol..
all left side. right side for people who are rushing and want to climb up or down..

see???

haha i also went to yoyogi park but there wasent anything much happening there...
i think they were preparing for some festivals or something..

then later in the day i walked back to harajuku there..
i forgot the street name but ya. it was well known. lol
there was a rather big erm lolita shop there..
pwn all those in singapore..
XD
but sadly. no photos lol

this is the mentioned street..
only this crowded on a week end ya.
mind you. the time was 4.30 pm hahaha
by 5 and it was very dark already.
by 8 u'll think its midnight haha

for fans of docomo lol
this is the docomo tower in shinjuku



oh and i went to disney sea.
people i have something to tell you.
disney sea is much better than disney land if ur not a kid.
haha
theres nothing much to type about disney sea..
only that it makes a WONDEFUL place to bring your honeymoon to.



you can eat orange flavored mickey there lol


christmas tree! =]

the first sight of disney sea.
the background music make it seem as though u stepped into a magical magical world lol

in the disney resort (train) line. the trains are dam cute. haha=]


its a burger. haha cute right!!




no smoking please. theres smoking corners so go smoke there. haha

its not disney land so ya.. smoking and alcohol is allowed in disney sea.

yea..
i went to shibuya too.
the fareast plaza and bugis street of tokyo lol.
alot of after school girls.
;]
and hot babes haha.
but i have to say. most japanese girls legs are abit crooked. abit only. u have to really see to notice..
i think its cuz they wear heels tooooo much. yea must be
yea..
shibuya ah..
i think thats a place which is fun if u go with friends.

yup =]

picture take from 109. if u know what that is. and look how crowded the place is. if u look at the back ground. i think thats the junction u see in adverts and dramas where ALOT of people cross the junction.
is like the traffic light turns green man.
whoa.
like a swarm of people just like implode on the center of the junction.
its crazy alot of people lol.

yea..

i went akihabara too. but i din take anyphotos with my phone..
the camera pictures are not in this com.
so no photos frm the camera.
=[

yea but akihabara is so. O-TA-KU. お。た。く。
i tell you.
wa
lol
i found the place where they sell bed sheets and pillow sheets with erm.
anime girls with just enough clothing on them LOL.
but theres of cos some without at all LOL!
and in ahem suggesting poses.
=]

but yea i din take photos so too baddd
=P

yea..

thats about it for tokyo~
i got to comment on the trains there tho.
wicked fast.
lol
its like.
u take train in japan.
its faster then taking a cab.
lol
and oh
train frm my hotel to disney land.
300 yen/person
cab leh?
my father said.
maybe sgd100+
zomg.
gotta be the craziest taxi in the world man.
hail cab.
starting fee is like.
10+ bucks.
and jump by how much?
1.50
see untill u die ah
lol
yea

took a plane to hokkaido..
TAKE A LOOK AT THIS PLANE LOL!




totally pwns all other airlines right hahahaha.
inside also pokemon.
the curtians are pokemon printed.
the small paper thingy at the chair also pokemon.
at the back of ur head that thingy
wa. dam cool one man. haha
its called a pokejet.
hahaha
and i think its srsly dam cool.

k in hokkaido..
nothing much la.
haha
its like country side.
went to visit my fathers friend..
umm
walk around..
play arcade
pachinko parlours were to flashy and noisy for my mom so we nv play..
but the view from the hotel is wow.
as usual.
that hotel is dam nice.


japans public HD tv can pwn singapore hands down ANYTIME.


went to otaru..
a nearby town..

its called small bottle if litterally translated lol.
guess why.
its famous for its glass.
so maybe thats why
and the glass products there are really dam dam nice.

oh and.
according to my dad.
makes the best sushi in the world.

take a look ;]
does it look nice?
maybe not.
but the taste.
haha.
then later at night
woohoo
best dinner.
EVER.
i think.
in japan at least.

take this.
times how many u want.
cuz its a buffet.
shabu shabu.
;]
best.
a little ex.
but definatly worth it.

then after that..
one night in chitose.
then back to singpore.
=]
yep thats about it for my trip to japan
=]