over

the little struggle for both of us is over.
=]
i think
well at least on my part.
i've stopped emoing..
and learn new things
so yea.
many loves~! =D

its so difficult

yea it is.
SOMETIMES.

maybe.. just maybe..
this is just a fairytale.
too good to be true.
well at least.
too good in my mind.
i gotta be . to think that those type of people actually exsisted.
so yea..
maybe they do.
just maybe.

ITS QUITE HARD.

i love you..
i really want to.
but sometimes.
its just so difficult.
and i wonder if u really love me back.
even tho you say it soooo many many many times.
im starting if u even meant it once.

SOMETIMES ONLY.

or maybe my mood now is just not good.
well.
lets hope thats the case.
you say ur sticky.
well.
im not sticky i think.
but im dammmmm selfish.
but i cant stop you.
and control EVERYTHING you do.
so i just have to take it.
and tahan.

YA LIKE THAT.





BYE.

ARRRGGG

somebody.....
pleaseeeeee
saveee mee....!!!
immm gonaaa die....
i need 2 things now.
they both start with 'S'
i need them cuz i have a strong feeling.
a strong sensation.
that i need to relief
they are...
Sleep.
and.
Study.

cuz im feeling..
Sleepy.
and.
STRESSED.
ZOMG.

die die die.
kk

chiong already.
ju-on can scare me after my exams.
exams more scary.
=[

bb.

bleagh

im in space@ 72.
with my darling =]
heheheheeeee
wheee~!!!

ahem ahem

OKAY SORRY FOR NOT POSTING YESTERDAY CAUSE I WAS OUT
THAT WHOLE DAY.
THANK YOU.
FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.
yes you darling! hahahaha loves~
hahahaha
okay okay
omg its 1 am and i haven sleep
omg.
die.
later reach sch 9 am again.
-.-

anyways.
saturday was TBD 2~!
sentosa~!!
fun fun fun fun fun hahaha.
well..
overall it was fun =]
playing in the water..
the games..
=]
meeting people i havent seen in a LLLOOONNNGGGG time.
=]
esp my eldest darling~
=D

after sentosa went to darling's house for her to bathe..
=]
her house so cosy la
hahaha
and its not messy at all.
how can that be messy please.
=]

then went to pretty lil princess HUITING lovechild's
18'th bdae bbq thing~!
AT PASIR RIS PARK AREA 1 PIT 4!
nice place =]
will be even nicer if we had a chalet.
but naw.
so its just nice.
hahaha

ermm..
then they all had to go home.
but they can la
live near each other can take cab.
WHILST I.
HAD NO ONE TO TAKE CAB WITH.
cuz SOMEBODY.
SAY TAKE CAB WIF ME ONE.
THEN...
sigh nvm.
like that.
fren la.
fren.
leaving me with her at the park.
with no way to go home.
LUCKILY.
my bro coming back frm thailand.
so his flight 2+.
so my dad came to pick me up.
LUCKY ME LA.
hmph~!
and and.
i spent some of the greatest time together wif my one and only.
waaa.. the stars very nice~~
=]
haha.. darling~!
i love the smell of your perfume!
i love the way you talk to me.
i love the way you always give in.
except for werewolves.
i love the way u scream when i try to carry you.
i love the way u lie on my shoulder.
but most importantly.
i love you.
and only you =]
then the time for me to leave came.
abit too soon.
but nvm
all good things must come to an end..
soo sadd.
aww...
then i went terminal 3 to wait for bro.
then ya
TERMINAL 3 IS DAM NICE.
ahem okay.
=]

kk
enough about sat.
now sun.
HAHA!!
lets see...
woke up at like what
230.
when im supposed to go sch at 3.
but nvm.
cuz in the end like.
start also start like 4
so ya.

then prac prac prac..
then went for perf.
perf at 850.
we reach at 6+
-.-
then got soooo much time.
i went to meet darling~
she happened to be at cine.
and youthpark is just beside.
=]
so we went to eat~
burger king.
=]

on another note.
im dam fat.
omg
lose weight la charles.
no wait not lose weight.
its lose FAT.
tsk

kk
back to point.
yea.
i think perf was fine.
well at least the bass part.
bass rawks~!
wohooo!
=]
well..
at least the current one.
=]

kk
then slack slack slack.
till the bus came..
=]
then i had to leave darling..
=[

the winner for the dance competition thing is dam good la.
zomg.
dope dope
hahahaha
then went back to school.
play soccer.
and done alot of stupid stuff im not gona say online.
=D
then home!!

waa..
at last
this blog post is over.
omg.

u guys cannot guess how long i took to type all this shit.
omg.

hahaha

and a pic.~!

okayyy....

i am gona.
start posting everyday already.
but my posts will be dam short.
but heh.
at least theres something new everyday~
horrrrrrrr
=]

i had my jap speaking test yest.
wa.
dam cool sial.
=D
sensei said to my partner, " you are very lucky you got charles-san as your partner. He places his particles exactly where they are supposed to be. and he ask you alot of questions so that u can answer. he speaks very well. "
oh my gosh la.
i was so happy can.
=D
but the ego side of me was like.
DUH OF COS~!
hahahahaha
=X

baracuda.
i have to beatbox.
for this part.
it was very bad on that day.
cuz
i was thirsty
and there was no water around.
and we had to go thru
again and again and again
sia.
my throat almost dieded.
=\
but heh
i still have to think of a nice pattern.
=\


then today~!!!
VOLLEYBALL SIALSSSS
fun fun fun
but tiring sia.
but fun~!
hahahaha

hehehe
we had the competition..
this evening.
=]
even tho we like.
play for fun.
win some lose some kinda thing.
still fun =D

i wan sing i wan sing i wan sing
=D
=D
i wanna read chinese fluently
hahahahha
=D

ouch.

I found out that.
paintball = pain+ball
it hurts.
hahahaha
but its dam fun la~!
woo!
i get to shoot ppl manz
but they shoot me too but i dun care~
=D
getting hit by a paintball is like..
tio cane.
only on a spot.
haha
thr bruise its like.
a red circle.
surrounded by dark blue.
ow.
i got hit.
like
20 cm away from my.......
if it was 20 cm higher...
bye bye fathers day.
paintball was fun la.... =]
especially when you're there with me.


the past week is so madness la
open house = perf. after perf. after perf.
o.o sial.
soooo tiring laaaa
quite fun also.
rim shot. rim shot. rim shot!!
woo~!
blood splatter. blood splatter blood splatter!!
woo~!
the first time in my life.
i felt a part of my body drained of blood.
my right hand index finger there.
PAIN SIA.
and it felt so weak
like.
cannot move at all.
i feel weird al even typing about it. haha!
=[
my shins and knees have bruises.
ty to my drum.
hands have blisters.
ty to my mallets.
time to zheng them.
=D

yea yea yea.
=]

waa......

i found out recently that my blog has new readers.
thanks to my one and only.
hahahaha
keep telling ppl to see my blog
LOL
its okay la...
for those who are like new and dun know me...

HEY READERS~!

Im Charles~!!!
17.
and in a relationship.
(i bet thats the reason u all are reading my blog)
hahaha
not short!
not skinny!
not stupid
not tanned
not muscular
but very loved.
=D

erm erm erm...
yeaaa...

ima lazy blogger.
i think u guys can tell already..
i dun like to type big chunk of words.
most of my stuff come in lines like this.
yeaaaa.

i like drums.
i like bass.
so that that mean i like drum and bass?
k lame.
i like fun.
i like accomplishment.
i like straight beats.
i like food.
but most of all.
i like Beatrice.
=D
wait no i dun like Beatrice.
i love Beatrice.
=D

ggaaa
k
bye peeps! frm act cute us!

charleslim is the luckiest guy

=]
he has happiness.
=]

even tho there are MANY people saying stuff like..
aiya these kind of relationships dun last one laaa..
sure break up one la...
and many many more...
BUT
i dun care~!
hmph!
i used to love her.
i still love her.
and i will love her for a LLLLOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG time to come.
so all u people.
please dun try to erm.
kaciao.
=]


i also nv go kaciao u all.
then u all come kaciao me.
=\
tsk

the coming week is performance crazy.
5 perfs.
1 clashes with jap TEST.
which means 4 perfs.
woo
shiok.
gona be.
tiring.
yea man.

WOOOOO
LETS GO CHARLES.
TIME TO CHIONG FOR THE REST OF UR YEAR 1!!!
LETS GO G-O GO!

=.=

hahaha
IM LIKE GOING CRAZY.with love~
GGAAAA~~!!!


BYE~! frm the reason why i am the luckiest guy. =D

guilty.

i feel very bad.
guilty too.
i still cant belive it happened.
hahahahaha
see la...
tsk
k.
i've learnt my lesson.
no more.
mm!
i hope that we can still continue on happily ever after.
and i promise i wun be so so so so so so so stupid again.
and its just me thinking too much. =\
im quite confused
but i still love you.
=]
i think thats why im so confused.
but in time to come
i think we'll look back on this and laugh.
hahahaha
so yea.
all i can do now is wait...
bye peeps

body aching sial

today i had S&W
volleyball~!
=D
choose teams...
for interclass.
=]

this morning.
is freaking crazy.
i tell you.
i woke up.
perfectly fine and stuff.
but one thing.
i was alittle late.
a little bit only.
but enough to make me kan chiong.
and i have this problem.
kan chiong = stomach ache.
stomach ache = even more kan chiong
= die.

it was freaking crazy la.
but im proud of myself.
making thru the 20 mins but seemed like forever bus ride.
i almost died la.
really.
it hurt so bad.
so so bad.
=[

but it was over~!
so yay~!
i made it thru~!
woohoo
hahaha

i hurt my foot during volleyball
a strain or something i think
ow.

oh yaaa..
durin perf yest..
i rimshotted my finger~
its not a good thing tho
and i dun think its a rimshot.
i think it was a cut.
like more of a slit then a BAM!
cuz i think the end of the tuning pole is sharp.
=[
im gona find my files.
file down that mofo.
=]

and you!
dun sad okay~
im not angry anymore!
hahaha
but please dun do it again.
but the reason why im so easily angered today is because..
i was in volleyball. haha
hoping to see you the whole time.
and.
after CATS.
i went for lunch with my grp members.
even when im 'broke'
haha
just so that i may stay till 1.
to see you during your break.
and i called.
and smsed.
a few times.
no reply. or answers.
which made me quite =[
and so.
i walked to alumni.
and SIM.
haha
in hopes to see you.
sun was glaring.
but i din mind.
bags was heavy.
but i din mind too.
cuz i was thinking of you.
all the time.
but.
after i checked those 2 places.
an sms came.
woo.
how nice.
a broken promise.
then =[ lor.
went home with a heavy heart.
but ah.
i forgive you.
and really hope that you wont do things like that again.
=]

looking forward to our next meeting~!
=D

loves~!

whee~~

happy. happy.
spent.
erm
how to say.
quality time?
with her today.

AND NO.
ur not a burden.
AND NO.
u loving me doesnt harm me.
AND NO.
ur not pulling me down.
AND NO.
you are not the reason why i have so many problems.

cuz i love you.
and that alone is enough to cover every flaw you have.
even if u have any.
=]

i love you.

=[

charles is tired.
quite tired actually.
he needs rest.
serious rest.
hahahaha
but but.
he doesnt think he will have the time for it.
with the exams coming up.
and the 7 week hols being eaten up by FOC.
and baracuda.

quite sianded by baracuda la.
perform also dun tell us where when.
for who, what event.
what we get.. eg. how many cca pts. if we even get any.
or food.
or something la.
you know.
incentives.
doesnt hurt to tell right.
(only say reporting time,and got improvment,what to wear)<=on the blog.
which is quite..
if we want to erm..
tell our friends..
to come down to suport..
or something..
its quite hard.


cause i think its quite sad...
to have like so little support.

look at other CCAs.
see NRA.
i know they are very big la.
but still.
if one grp is performing.
other grps come and watch.
or the performing grps friends.
and people will stop and watch if theres a crowd right.
and the crowd gets bigger more will kaypoh.
and it will get bigger.
kk la..
dun say NRA.
they too pro liao...
erm...
see......
choir.
once i past their perfomance in ngee ann city.
they were singing.
and their friends came down.

k la k la.
its not that or anything.

the thing is that.
i tell my friends that im performing.
they ask when.
i can only tell them the reporting time.
oh man.
that feels so great.
and the...
approx. area.
eg.
school.
and school is dam "small" la omg
and being in the cca.
and not being able to tell them about our performances.
which is like the thing we live for.
is quite special.

so i can only tell them what is written on the blog.
yea...
cuz..
i lazy to take notes while haris is talking.
i know theres alot of stuff to write.
so im just bitching here.
yea.
i just have to bitch somewhere ah.
if not i dam buey song haha.
tsk la.
AHHH

and and.
tho i think my common test i did quite well.
but so did everyone.
so i dun think i am that safe.
i must get better then last sem
MUST.
cannot cannot.
ugh.
and within the 2 week break.
i returned EVERYTHING
to the books.
wow whee.
now i have to extort EVERYTHING back again.
freak la
that means im laggin.
alot.
i need to study.
really.
my math.
my eng mech.
my ael.
my everything la.

i need to change.
my lifestyle.
i think im too busy.
yea.

oh and poly talented.
i think its dead.
yea..

i dun have the mood.
to study.
to be good.
to be the best.
anymore.
i want to.
but cannot get myself to do it.
i need to get the drive back.
urgently.

and i think my social circle is becoming..
social dotted circle.
where are my friends.
sighs.
the ones i used to talk to.
some dissappeared.
some changed so much.
some are still there. but less active.
some too busy.
some this.
some that.
and it ends up with.
nothing.
sigh.

hahaha
i din know i can have so many problems.
tsk
what ever happened to hua hi tio ho.
hur hur


and to all my friends.
getting a girlfriend doesnt change the fact that you are my fren still.
please dun have the.
omg he got gf already btr dun disturb.
thinking.
im still charles.
im still human.
and i still want to have fun with you guys you know.
i want to have fun with her too.
but not just her.
k sounds wrong.
but u get the idea.

omg la.
think i can like.
breakdown.
hahahaha
but i wun.
cuz im too cool for that.
XD
so many things.
so many things.
so many.
many.

or maybe its just that the hols was all playing.
then now suddenlt got all these crap.
just suddenly pop out of nowhere.
then i cannot take it.
lets just hope its that.

long post!

she was complaining about my post being so short.
but i cant help it..
i just cant think hahaha
all i can think of is just.
Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice Beatrice.

omg la.
how~~~
hahahahahaha
i miss you like mad!
=[[
but im quite worried about my studies.
i hope this fairy tale doesnt affect.
=\
i btr not~!
hor darling!
hahaha! =]

red camp rocks

perf at taka.
erm.
great but no thanks at all to my.
zhao sia drum.
i love red campers la
their so 自 high.
=]
and i love her too.
for coming all the way down to taka.
=]
love you many~ =D
then..
the day was made bad due to rain.
there wasent a wet weather program.
so baracuda decided to make our own.
hahahaha
take stuff.
and jam.
taka main door man
woo
haha
then everybody 自high again.
but its cool.
=D
then after taka
we headed down to plaza sing
AGAIN.
hahaha
frens came down too
=D
OH OH OH
we bought vinyl.
DAM SEX
=D
now can whack.
no no
not can whack
MUST whack
yeaa...
but quite fun la
=D
she was there the whoooole while.
sry dear if u felt bored.
=[
my fault on that.
i still love you many!
hahaha
kk
thats about it.
=]

oh and one more thing

IM MISSING AND LOVING YOU!
=D

bye~!

cloud 9?

am i on cloud 9?
NAWWW...
EVEN HIGHER!!!!
HAHAHA
=]
omg la i love you soooo much!
and yes i know you love me even more.
but i love you the most!
errrmm...
today is friday
friday is very tiring.
yes.
8-5.
1 hr break.
crazy
BUT~!
i met her for lunch!
=D
so it made my day~!
haha
i go crazy after meeting her laaaa!!!
u can ask my classmates.
haha
"tan lian ai qiu shi zhe yang zi de la"
really la.
woo!
love love love love love!!
yea!!!
im so crazy.
oh my gawd
okay okay.

I MISS YOU ALREADY
OMG
HOW!!!

hahahaha
TML PERF TAKASHIMA-FKING-YA
hahahahahaha
stress sia.
but nvm
at least i get to see................her.
hahahaha
kk
i am now.
"in a relationship."
;]
sry babes!

K THEN
BYE~!

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

I LOVE LOVE YOU!
DO YOU LOVE ME TOO?

=D

=]

today..
is the first day oh school..
spent 1 hr 45 mins in class.
and i already cannot tahan
HAHAHA
die la me
die.
haha
EH EH
quite surprised at my math.
kk
one down.
2 more to heart attack.
;]
after class.
went to meet beatrice.
i spent almost the whole day with her and solenge.
i hope i spelt ur name correctly
=]
they had to write a song for hw.
quite cool.
but chinese.
so ya.
i cant help
=\
LITTLEST DARLING came over today!
haha
u shld see how many heads turned ali.
hahaha
it was many.
;]
wheee~~~
im happy.
haha
now i know how angie feels hahaha
baracuda was erm.
short?
car park was DAM COLD.
omg
but quite shiok la.
i tell u.
JAN.
IS BARACUDA CRAZY.
i have to even skip sentosa perf to NOT skip classes.
damm siao
first time sia.
but even then.
no paint ball..
no this.
no that.
quite sad.
but nvm!
baracuda rocks.
;]
busy busy.
lots of non-study related stuff going on.
i think im about to go crazy haha!! AJAVGYBDKADBKG

bye~! frm beatrice! hahaha

last day of 2007. first day of 2008.

HEY PEOPLES!
BE4 I SAY ANYTHING...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
WOO!!!
hahahah
yea yea~!
erm
last day of 2007 was like this.
woke up at 9+.
got really woken up by beatrice's sms.
haha
then..
slack slack and lazed about till she called me..
for lunch..
=]
kinda sad tho.
kaki fuyong.
but its with her so its worth it.
hahaha!!
I brought some chocolates along to giv to her. cuz i was late. but i forgot to hand it to her.
how dumb of me. haha. well done charles~!
then after lunch...
showed her the bandroom and stuffs.
then walked her to the bus stop.
thats when all the fun stopped.
then went back to band room to put my bag and its off to practice.
wa it tell you.
prac was dam 'fun'
super tiring and stuff la.
omg.
and some of them just couldent get the parts right so we had to play.
and play.
and play.
and play.
and play.
the same small.
small.
small
SAME small.
segment.
over,
and over,
and over,
and over,
again.
how fun.
aiya.
but barang barang happening sial.
mm.
perf was.
fun.
=]
i dun even know if we play correct or what la.
but yeaaa.
so yeaaa..
but quite sad la.
no pom poms.
hahaha
*ahem*
haha
after perf.
wa.
happy new year on the bus on the way back
i say.
no more count down party perfs.
unless its some big shit.
if not im not doing
yea.
not worth la if u ask me.
tsk.
hahaha
after then went back sch pt instruments.
call up friend to wish them happy new year.
machiam like telephone operator
haha
kk
I AM missing you.
=]
if you know who you are.
haha
dun borther asking.
cuz i will only tell you.
haha

kk then
BYE AND GOOD NIGHTS~!